Our Love

Chapter 12

Beam POV

Forth skipped his class, because he didn't want to leave me alone.
He cares a lot about me, huh? I love it when he gives me attention, but still I didn't want him to miss his class just because of me. So I told him to go, but he refused. At that moment, I was just looking at him. How can he be so handsome? My eyes wandered around looking at his face, from his pupils to his pinkish lips. God knows how many times I have dreamed of them.

My mind just went blank, I don't know why, my body, without my permission, just moved and hugged him. When my skin touched his, my heart went crazy. I was praying for him not to notice it. This was the first time we hugged like this. I sensed that he was shocked by this sudden move. I was just craving for his touch... I felt like my cheeks was burning like hell. Am I blushing? His hug was heaven like to me. I wish we could stay like this forever.

I forced myself to hide those feelings in front of Forth but they will always comeback . Forth...you're making it so hard for me. If you only knew how I felt... How I feel, how will you react? I don't know how long I have to hide my feelings. Will there even be a happy ending? If I confess to you, will we share the same feelings? All these questions are choking me. I don't want to lose you, Forth... Don't leave me..
All I can do is just secretly like him...
Tears began to form in my eyes but I  hold it back after we pull out of our hug. I love you so much, Forth..

Lam POV

I've called Forth, I don't even know how many times already, he didn't answer my phone nor any messages.
Aargh, he is so annoying sometimes. I called him again and again and finally he replied.

Lam: where the hell are you Forth? Are you dead or what? If not I was about to plan a murder for you BECAUSE YOU DON'T ANSWER MY CALLS!

Forth:  I'm still Alive Lam. Why did you call me?

Lam: Max and tul told me about Beam, how's he now?

Forth: he's fine now.

Lam: Are you with him ?

Forth: Yes, he's in my bed. He's sleeping.

Lam: O hoo Forth! I'm impressed.

Forth: Laaam, not like this. My mom told me to take Beam in our house after his checkup. We ate and talked and now he's sleeping. Must be tired after all this stuff.

Lam: I see that you care a LOT about him, huh?

Forth: Whatever you think. I have to go give Beam his medecines, do you have anything important to say ?

Lam: Nah, nothing important, just wanted to know if you and your guy are doing alright.

Forth: Hmm, yeah we're okay.

Lam: Okay, then byye.

Forth: Okay bye, take care of yourself.

Lam: Yeah, because I know you don't care about me as much as Beam.

Forth: You're so annoying, bye.

And we hung up the phone. I love annoying him. How he looks at him, secretly cares about him

Beam POV

The next day i went to our uni and I  saw my two friends waiting for me at the parking.

"Hey Beam !" they waved at me and i waved back.

"Beamiee we missed you so much" hugging me like there is no tomorrow.

"How are you feeling now, Beam?" asked Pha

"I'm good now"

"Beam we are sorry that we didn't take care of you"

I could see that they were sincere, we could see the guilt and sadness in their eyes, but I really was okey since Forth was with me.

" It was not your fault guys, you don't have to be sorry"

"Still Beam, we spent so much times with our boyfriends, that we forgot about you"

"That's okay to spend times with your boyfriends and you don't have to worry that much about me, we're friends but that doesn't mean that you always have to stay with me . I know you guys can't live without me" I said the last sentence with a bit of sarcasm. I tried  to made them forget about their guilttness because I know that they really care about me.

They roll their eyes at my confidence but soon after smile while tapping my shoulder.

"Yeah yeah, now let's go to our classes, we're gonna be late"

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