TYPE (RedVelvet X Reader)

HELP ME

SEULGI'S POV

"So tell me why you're here again"

"Y/N said she was having someone over" she wiggled her eyebrows making both her and Yuqi laugh.

I ended up leaving the dorm I couldn't stand to hear them talk about how they really wanted to meet Y/N's special someone.I hate when I do this to myself I fall for someone and get my hope so high that when I get rejected it breaks me.She hasn't even rejected me yet I'm still hurt cause she hasn't noticed and if actions really did speak louder then words then she would know how much I want to be with her. Just cause I'm not throwing myself at her doesn't mean I'm not trying I want to give up,I need to give up but this stinking I feel in my chest when she laughs leaves me chasing after her.

I was so into my thoughts the I didn't realize I was crying. I ran into the bathroom and looked myself into the mirror

"What the hell is wrong with me" after cleaning my self up I get a call from work saying they need someone to fill in a shift I guess I could use the distraction. I get into my car and it looks like it's going to rain soon.

"Hey Seulgi didn't know you were working today"

"Hey Mark I'm just filling in for Johnny"

"Cool I have to use the restroom take over the cash register for me"

I work in a small cafe not many people come here so it's a nice place to study or just to relax and get away from all the stress. After an hour of waiting around for someone to order the bell on the door rings and someone I really needed to see comes in.

"Hello Nayeon what can I get for you"

"Hey Seulgi and you know the usual but with out Irene's order"

"That's weird she's usually here with you"

"Yeah I thought that was weird too I couldn't find her in her hiding spot in the library I wonder if she's with someone I didn't know she had friends"

"Now come on Nayeon Irene is a sweet girl Im pretty sure she has lots of friends"

"Her only friends other then Me and the girls is you"

"Whatever I'll call when your orders ready"

"Here's you tip"

"20 as a tip isn't that a bit much"

"Nope you're adorable so you get 20"

Nayeon's aunt owns this coffee shop she used to work here but got fired after she her auntie found out her was stealing coffee. She still comes by and she always brings Irene even though the argue a lot you can tell how close they are to each other. Irene comes here every day she's always sitting in the back closet to the window and reads her romance stories she's an amazing girl and it was no shocker I fell for her too. I know crazy I only knew her for five months and I asked her out but what's crazier is that she said yes we were happy but then we turned into me. She just chose to end our relationship and like I said I break easily I spent my entire summer locked in my bedroom crying and asking why wasn't I enough for her.

"Here's your coffee"

"Hey you look down are you alright"

"Yeah I'm fine"

"No you're not come sit with me"

"I'm working Nayeon"

"I don't care employees have to be healthy before they start work each day"

"I'm healthy"

"Physically yes but mental health matters too so sit before I call jihyo to come and lecture you"