TYPE (RedVelvet X Reader)

I GAVE UP

SEULGI'S POV

"Thanks Seulgi bear for taking me to the airport" The Holidays came quick and Sunmi was going home. I part of me wanted to go but I always feel so out of place with them knowing how close they are with my parents and that the shared the same views.

"It's alright Sunmi just tell your family I said happy holidays"

"You know Seulgi it's not to late to hop on the plane with me and spent Christmas with my family" She's been pushing this since last night but like I said the whole family thing makes me uncomfortable.

"As much as I would love that I already have the holiday planned with Nayeon"

"Fine but next year you have to come okay I don't want Nayeon thinking you love her more then me"

"Well..." she threw a wrapper from of of the snake she brought so she could eat in on the plane. She said food at the airport was mad expensive. It kinda reminds me of when we go to the movies and we have to hide candy in our clothes.

"Shut it or I'll make this car crash"

"Dummy you'll die too"

"What better way to go down then going down with your bestie"

"Goofy" I parked the car and helped her with her bags. All the way she talked about all the things she's gonna do with her family. I wonder what my family is doing. If it was like before they would probably taking the family picture right now. My dad would probably be exhausted after work and just want to get the whole thing over with, he always asked for extra hours. My brother would most likely be fighting with my mom over not being allowed to hide in his room when guests arrive. We always held the gathering at our house. It was the biggest and relatives from out of town could stay in spare rooms.
"Hey are you listening" I was snapped out of my head when I felt a slap on my forehead.

"Sorry just wondering what I'm gonna eat later" I walked Sunmi as far as I could and we said our goodbyes trying our best not to cry and I know it's only for two weeks but I spend every minute with her it's kinda hard to spend so much time apart

"Okay Teddy bear remember to call me on Christmas Day so we can open our presents"
She wiped the fake tears off her face making me laugh as always

"Okay but I already know what you got me"

"Really? How"

"You get me the same shoes just in a different color"

"This time it's different I promise"

"Okay now go before you miss your flight"

"Bye Seugli don't get pregnant but if you do name it after me okay"

She disappeared from my sight and I walked back to my car on my way I got a call from Jennie she wants to go to the mall. She needs to get a present for Jeongyeon. We always leave her last cause we never know what to get her, she barely tells us anything about herself.

I get a text from Sunmi saying that she was on the plane.Once again I'm brought back to the thought of my family. I hate to admit it but I miss them even if my parents disowning me when I came out. They always said that I should be what I want and never let anyone tell me different but when it came to their opinions I should just let them control me. That may have worked on my brother but not with me. When I needed them then most they just threw me away. Thankfully I picked myself up and got a accepted at an amazing school where I can actually be what I wanted to be. I want to call them but their gonna think I'll go back to being that same girl I was but I've changed so much I can't go back. It wasn't long before I pull up to Jennie's and I saw her and two other girls sitting on the porch swing. I beeped at then and yelled out the window
"Get in loser we're going shopping"