¹ MONSTERS | SPAM

2oo. the end is nigh

200. 💌 [spam]
to: dearreaders@gmail.com
topic: remember me for centuries

maybe you should listen to the song
and read for the optimum experience

I would like to say thank you to a couple
people who have always been here with
me, for almost 3 years now, yes I am an
emotional mess right now but it's okay?

it'll be in letter format because that was
the whole theme that I had for this book.
just know that if you didn't get a letter,
it's not that I don't appreciate you, that
is not the case at all — I love everyone lots
(also order doesn't matter, I love you all
equally, and that's that on that <3)

also, a little side note: I said this in the
start, but the cover to this book was a
tribute to my friend: ricky. I had made
him this cover for his spam book a long
time ago, but unfortunately, he decided
to leave wattpad (for the better) because
of all the hate and toxicity that was around.
I hope he's doing well in life right now,
I used the same cover because I miss him

To,
Chayse

I've known you for so long, and I can't even remember how I met you on this app but I do remember all the conversations that we've shared together. I remember our group chat on KIK (oh gosh, remember when everyone would talk on that app?) and it was titled "we going ✈️ uwu"? I used to look back on all our messages (until the stupid app deleted everything for me) there and laugh my ass off because we were so damn hilarious. I value your friendship so damn much, more than words can explain. I'm so glad I got to know you, I wouldn't have it any other way. Every day you inspire me to write, and I don't think you know that all the updates and dedication to finish every fic you publish? I could never have the same energy as you do, but I try, and in that way, you are my friend as well as a role model. I love you, Chayse ❤️

From,
Juniper

To,
Shayne

Hey Shayne, we've known each other for so long, and were mutuals for longer maybe? I don't really remember when I started following you but I don't think it matters because my love for you doesn't waver. You hold the same amount of passion for DC and I do for marvel, and I really respect that. I don't know nearly as much about the fandom as you do, but you are a big influence on the way I look at the characters (and also I've said this before, but the reason I love Jason Todd so much — he is my favourite bat boy). I love you to the moon and back, and then some because honestly? Who wouldn't? I know we don't text a lot, but I am still incredibly grateful to have gotten the chance to know and interact with you on here. Your usernames are so damn iconic, and I love the new one you have rocking right now. I love you ❤️

From,
Juniper

To,
Blossom

Words cannot express how much I love your writing, the sentences and the thoughts that go behind each word is something that I adore about you. I can tell that you've put a lot of time and effort into your works, and I can only aspire to do the same thing one day. I've known you for such a long time, and although I cannot remember since when, I do remember each pen name that you've had, and how much I have loved each and every one of them, and just Blossom is a gorgeous name. You've been so kind and understanding in every way possible when I think of wattpad writers that I love, I think of you instantly. That is how much you inspire me. Sometimes I am looking through my plot shop, and I see your comments on how you find some of them interesting, but I don't think you realize how much that means to me? I am so so glad I met you on this app, and I'm so glad we've stayed friends for so long ❤️ I love you

From,
Juniper

To,
Kuu

I remember when I told you that I was writing books on wattpad, and I remember when you created an account as well. I'm so grateful to have you as a friend on wattpad and in real life. I wouldn't know what to do without you, you've been a monumental step into me growing up to become the person I am today. I've had so much personal growth because of you, and your kindness has never ceased to amaze me. I could say I love you a thousand times but it still wouldn't be enough. You've shown so much love and acceptance to me, and especially after I came out to you, you continued to treat me the same way as before. I really appreciate that. I'm going to stop now because I might start crying, but there is so much I could say without having said enough? Anyways, thank you for being a great friend. This was Jason Derulo ❤️ p.s you're last because I know I would cry if I wrote this before whoops

From,
Juniper

it feels like I am saying goodbye
but I am not? literally, I am just
being the most, and completely
dramatic because the new spam
book is gonna be posted right after
this gets uploaded?????????????
anyways I love you all, writing
this has been fun and just smth
I felt like saying, ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
(sorry about typos ok, take my love)