I'm here at my bed on my phone. I posted some poems at the 'book of minds'. I went outside to see if nasa labas pa si Nathan.
Pag labas ko, ang dilim na sa labas and ilaw sa sides sa floor ang nakaon. I went inside Nathans room and checked what he's doing.
"Hey, you good?" I asked and slowly walked near his bed.
He's just laying while playing on his phone. Binaba niya ito at tumingin saakin.
"Yeah, sorry for the drama a while back." He said. Wala mang kareak-reaksyon ang kaniyang muka.
I pouted and nodded. I was about to go outside when he grabbed my hands.
"I-if, if I'm going back to California, wag mo araw arawin ang dinner at Sam's place okay?" He said with his serious face.
He's so ridiculous. I chuckled and nodded instead, para walang argument.
"Good" he smiled and binitawan ako.
Onti onti, nagiging sweet, clingy, cute siya.
I went back inside my room and I kept on thinking, what if... If maging kami na? Kakayanin ko ba? Yung heart ko. The pain, of course hindi mawawala ang pain sa love. Parteng parte na. I'm just, nervous.
'take the risk or lose the chance'
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Dumaan ang maraming linggo at ganoon parin ang ginagawa sa school. Nothing changed.
This morning, I'm on my way at the school when I noticed that I didn't see Nathan this morning. Maybe maaga siya umalis?
I went inside his room and wala nga siya. I was about to close his door when I heard a little noise from his computer.
May nag nonotification sa computer niya na nasa gitna. Kung saan siya nag gagaming. I went near and saw a message sa groupchat ng gaming nila.
I ignored it, of course. I have no rights to read his messages. Not only if it's Xyra.
Pag baba ko ng laro niya, I saw a notepad and ang hahaha ng nakatype. I was shocked to see a poem.
The poem from the book he gave.
Pero this time, marami na naka add.
At sa end, nakasulat ang kaniyang pangalan.
—Santiago, Nathan. (natharius)
I was stunned and hindi ko maalis ang mata ko sa screen niya.
He's the author.
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To The Moon And Never Back
ΡομαντικήShe's exactly the poem, that he always wanted to write. It was never finished, it was soon Diminished. How long will their love last? Until she feels like a fish, without water. And he's the stars who will always shine for her. Forever, and ever...
