jacobs pov
i don't know what i'm doing here.
i really don't.
i was scrolling through old pictures of blu and i and next thing you know i'm at her apartment complex.
now here i was.
standing in front of blu in an elevator on the way to her and drew's shared apartment.
drew.
fuck him.
fuck him for taking my girl.
blu was the only person i've ever really, truly loved.
and he took her from me.
"jacob?" blu said surprised.
i couldn't sense any anger in her voice, that was good.
"hey." i said stepping out of the elevator.
"what... uh.... what are you doing here?" she asked curiously.
"i don't know to be honest. i just missed you i guess. i wanted to say hi."
a sweet smile grew on her face.
"well i've missed you too, but you probably shouldn't be here. if drew sees you he may freak. he doesn't really like the idea of us talking." she said.
"i get that blu but i had to see you. these past few months have been hard. i've tried to move on several times, but no girl has even come close to you." i said desperately.
blu looked up at me with a sad expression on her face.
she grabbed my hand and pulled me to a corner away from the elevator.
"jacob the truth is, i miss you a lot too. i want more then anything right now just to be with you again, but i can't hurt drew. i think you need to go." she said looking down.
i couldn't read her face exactly, but she looked torn.
"i'll go blu, but just know that i'm waiting for you. no offense but i know you and drew won't last very long. when your ready i'm here." i said.
as i turned to walk away blu grabbed my arm.
she stood up on her tippy toes and kissed me.
the kiss deepened as i picked her up.
she wrapped her legs around my torso while her hands played with my hair.
i started kissing down her neck to her collar bone sliding off her jacket, only to come to the realization we were still in the hallway.
and she was still in a relationship.
i pulled away gently.
"we can't do that here." i said.
she nodded.
suddenly her eyes got wide as she realized what just happened.
"oh no no no. what am i gonna tell drew?" she asked panicked.
"you aren't going to tell him anything. don't worry about it."
i said stroking her cheek with my thumb.
as she calmed down she wrapped her arms around my waist.
"come home with me." i whispered in her ear.
since i drove all the way here, i might as well get what i want.
i started planting kisses on her neck again.
"okay." she whispered.
i grabbed her hand and led her down stairs, avoiding the elevator.
we quickly snuck out of the building and into my car.
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blu's pov
i held jacobs hand as he opened the door to the huge house we once shared.
perks of being 2 successful celebrities i guess.
i never really liked big house.
i pushed the thoughts out of my mind and focused on what i knew was about to happen.
don't get my wrong.
i wanted it.
but i would have to tell drew what i was doing with jacob eventually, and he'd be heartbroken.
once again i pushed the thoughts out of my head.
once inside, jacob picked me up.
i wrapped my legs around his torso and pushed my lips against his.
i moaned into the kiss as jacob sat me on the counter top.
he took off his shirt and mine breaking the kiss for only seconds to do so.
he picked me back up again bridal style and walked up the stairs to the bedroom.
our old bedroom.
he gently placed me on the bed climbing slowly on top of me.
i slid my hands down his stomach to his pants and undid the button as he did the same to mine.
we kept going until all our clothes were off and scattered across the room.
i knew this was a horrible idea,
but i needed him.
okay anyways so i cant write smut so y'all are never gonna get anything past what i just wrote
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I BET YOU GUYS ARE GONNA HATE THIS CHAPTER.
but that's okay.
luv u✨💖🥰😺
