"jaden listen, i do love you, more than i love myself but this isn't working and we are gonna take a break because you cant treat me good one moment and humilliate me the next one-"
"baby no,"
"jae, its not a break up its just a little split, not even told to the social media. i just really want you to think if you love me, and when you are sure, talk to me, okay?"
"no baby, its not okay, i don't wanna break it, i don't want you being mad at me, i don't want you being-"
"life without side hoes is better" i smiled before running away.
"wheres max?" i said as a tear rolled down my cheek "ashley!" i heard jaden call "where the fuck is max?!" "aye ash, ill drive you, don't worry" "thank you so much, bye guys" i grabbed leos wrist and walked to the front door where leo and lara were arguing
"JADEN ARE YOU REALLY CHOOSING HER OVER ME?" jaden sighed and opened his mouth but when he saw me he walked to me "come on ash, please" he said as lara just shook her head laughing behind
"we are gonna go" leo said, pulling jaden away. jaden looked at me again and sighed "baby.."
"jaden just remember what i told you, and i uh im going home" i walked out of the house and got to leos car, i guess the others were taking an uber
he placed his hand on my thigh, a friendly way. "are you okay?" he sighed "im fine i just need some time to think about the relationship stuff you know"
"yeah, i guess, once again, you are taking a break from boys?" he chuckled, i shrugged "guess so"
the days went by quite quick, i had been hanging with bryce, charlotte, kenzie, max and leo, never at sway
i had been ignoring jaden for the past six days, we still hadn't made the break up official and he would still post pictures of us.
he had tried, calling, texting, facetiming loads of times. but then, of course he had to make things worse.
its a long story but basically he cheated.
whats EVEN worse? with the one and only madison lewis
i loved this guy and he knew it but i had to do whatever was on my hand to get over him
the thing is, i was going to sway again and he didn't know
he also didn't know i had been told he cheated and who told me? max
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madison good morning!! hope you have a great day❤️ read
that day, i honestly felt no emotions. of course i was pissed but somehow, i wasn't sad i didn't even leave a tear fall. i was happy it was mads and not lara, i HATED that girl, and still do.
i just honestly felt as i used to before, no boys.
today i woke up, really pissed, i had been thinking about it and it just pissed me more and more so i decided to say sum
@ashleyrr we broke up. no hate on either sides, i mean, im happy and he probably is too so yup no more jashley😽 274.8 likes 69.2 reposts
welp.
ew WASNT IT JUST A FUCKING BREAK? NOT OFFICIAL?
baby🥺 nah❤️
ew what the fuck! so the boyfriend gets to know before social media? great
baby🥺 stfu. i did nothing wrong. you were the one who cheated weren't you luv?
ew wtf no
baby🥺 STFU
ew ashley what the fuck
baby🥺 im going to sway today. we can talk there.
i sighed, i was still calmed.
brycey❤️ is calling... brycey❤️ is calling... brycey❤️ is....
"what" i said as i stood from bed.
"addison and i- we" he let out a shakey breath
"bryce what?"
"we broke up" he sighed
"aw, bryce baby what happened"
"i don't even know, we started to argue and she suddenly said that we should probably be just friends, for our mental health and uh i said not even friends and-"
"bryce, breathe. you need to talk to her"
"the thing is... i kinda dont want to? i mean, dont get me wrong i like her but i kinda wanna take some time to think, i was in a full fucking serious relationship"
"well at least talk to her. you don't wanna lose her completely"
"your right, come soon"
"yeah ill be there in an hour prob, who are around?"
"uh just the boys rn, josh and jaden included. oh shit i didn't remember, how are you, you know with the break up stuff"
"i think im kinda over him. he cheated he fucking played me! i will just try to talk it out and stay friends"
"thats dope, now get yo ass here young lady"
"going! love ya"
"you too"
i stood up and grabbed my clothes. i took them to the bathroom and put them on after doing my whole rutine; showering, face cair, make up, deodorant and perfume.
i grabbed my keys my wallet and my phone and walked downstairs
"hi clare!" i smiled to my best friends mum, who was having breakfast on the table "good morning sweetheart! where are you going?" she smiled "well some dramas going on so i need to solve some stuff" "hm, sounds nothing like fun" "you are right!" i chuckled "well, i gotta go. have a nice day!" "you too, take care sweetie!"
i drove my car to starbucks. i parked it and got inside. when i was waiting for my coffee to get done someone patted my shoulder. it was the guy who tried to hit on me while i was with jaden, at the hype house that one time, tayler.
"hey" i smiled "hi, just wanted to say sorry for how i acted the day we met. im not like that at all i don't know what got to me" "its okay! sorry for slapping you" he chuckled "its okay! well ima go hang to the hype, wanna come over?" "actually i got some important stuff at sway so i guess ill see you sometime else?" "yes of course. it was nice talking to you!" he walked outside and my drink was already ready. i grabbed it and walked to my car
i drove there with my windows open and weirdly, no music.
when i wad finally there i sighed before opening the door.
