ALWAYS

XII

She stiffened… unable to move… trying to decipher what he just said… their eyes still locked with each other… she felt her heart almost exploded from its fast beats… his eyes… not filled with lust but with something else… her voice got caught in her throat… and confusion started to fill her head…

‘Why is he acting this way…?’

‘Why is he saying these things to me…?’ ‘Why is he being so gentle…?’
Series of thoughts came running inside her head… he on the other side just looked at her… mind was all blank… complying as to what his body is telling him… as his heart kept its hard and fast beats…

“Ju-… I-…”

She stuttered… and as if he can’t for her answer anymore… he sealed her lips  with his once again… totally breaking his restraints… nothing could stop the urge to feel her lips once again… his eyes were both closed only savoring her sweet and soft lips… she on the other hand’s still in the state of shock…

But after a while… she too got lost… his lips moved… with the rhythm of nothing but gentleness… her eyes then closed as her arms wrapped around his neck... pulling him into the deepness of their kiss… how could she feel such pleasure from this man… she doesn’t know…
He held her waist… arching her back off the bed… caressing her body… moans between their kiss could be heard… feeling each others now heating bodies…

“Uh…”

She released a moan as he finally released her lips… sucking her neck once again as his hands wandered around her body… he reached for the end of her night gown… pulling it up until her stomach… her hands brushed along his hair… throwing her head up in ecstasy as he continued nibbling her creamy neck…

Another sweet moan came from her throat as she felt his hands roamed around her bare stomach… trailing from her slender waist to her bare back… trying to caress her wholeness…

He pulled back his hands… pulling his face from her neck too leaving several marks along her neck and collarbone… they both panted… her eyes were half opened watching what he’ll do next…

He reached for the strap of her night gown along with her bra… about to pull it down her shoulders but she stopped him remembering the man who’s staying at the other room… he leaned down to her face… hands still on her straps...

“Ssshhh…”

He whispered to her ears as he showered her face with wet kisses… distracting her… and finally slipped down her straps… revealing her chest… the cups of her bra only covering her peaks…

“Mmmm…”

She tried to suppress from releasing loud moans… keeping her face to the side while biting her lower lip… he began massaging her breast over her cups… arching her back off the bed once again… he grinded his lower body to her… making her feel the hard and big bulge in his boxers…

“Don’t hold back… I want to hear it…”

He said… and started to pull her cups out completely from her peaks… her night gown along with her bra were now both collected along her waist…

“Uhhh…!”

And finally she let out a loud moan as he dove to one of her peaks… sucking it like a baby while giving the other one with the same treatment as he kneaded it…. Beads of sweat formed on her forehead…. Her hands stayed on his hair holding on for support…

His other hand trailed down to her legs… which were both bent off the bed while his body’s between them… trailing from her bare stomach to her lower abdomen… she had goosebumps as she felt his warm hand caressing her bareness…

Softness… made her surprised… ecstatic… something new to her… yet pleasurable…

After feasting each of her breasts…. He finally lifted his face making her let go of his hair… Leaving her nipple hard and erected… he looked at her face… her eyes were still closed… her mouth was half opened… and her breathing is fast… and can’t help but a slight smile curved in his lips…

He slipped his other hand under her underwear… she gasped when he started caressing it… her eyes shut open seeing him looking at her straight in the eyes again… she gripped on the bed sheets… her body twitched along with her expression as he inserted one finger in her… she sat up and reached for his arm to stop.

“It… uh… hurts….”

Still looking at him with a painful expression… she still hasn’t recovered from the other night’s torture and the sudden intrusion brought so much pain to her… his other hand reach for her face and caressed as if he’s cooing her… making the pain go away… he pulled out his finger out of her… and another surprise hit her…

He pushed her down the bed gently…. No words came out from him… she just complied… still thinking that she can’t escape this night… still thinking it is another torture she has to endure…

But she’s wrong… for since the moment they started it… she felt nothing but gentleness from him… a little pain… that only caused by the other night’s deed… but still replaced by his gentleness once again.

He pulled himself down her body… holding to her legs as his other hand pulled her underwear off of her… she didn’t struggle… she still doesn’t know why…. maybe thrilled because of his new attitude… wanting to feel more softness from him… even just for tonight.

He pulled her underwear off from her other leg… but didn’t bother to pull it off completely from the other one… he wanted this to end quickly… but with his soft actions… every second of the deed counts.

He spread her legs wider… resting one of his hand on her abdomen while his other spreading her folds… her eyes widen as she saw him facing her womanhood… it’s his first time doing that... she felt her cheeks burned as she tried to close her legs… but his hand stopped her from doing so…

“Ju- Jungkook… what… uhhh…”

Her back arched from the bed again… hands gripping tight on the sheets as she felt something warm and wet touched her insides… he massaged her abdomen with his other hand… as he continued licking her wet and hot folds…

Series of moans escaped her mouth… throwing her head side by side… too much ecstasy has she been feeling now… he continued licking and sucking… preparing her aching folds to their upcoming deed…

She tasted so sweet… that he too can’t get enough of her… he inserted his tongue… reaching the farthest that he can make… wanting to taste her everything…after a while he felt her walls clenched… her liquid started to gush out… her climax is officially near…

He continued sucking it… expecting for her juice to come out… and just then… her whole body trembled… a loud moan escaped from her throat once again… reaching for his hair to make him stop… too much for her to handle… and her juice flowed from her folds… swallowing all of it in his mouth… not wanting to miss any drop from her womanhood…

She collapsed on the bed totally exhausted… gasping for air… while he licked her clean… licking the side of his lips before pulling himself up again to see her face…

He pulled her up… supporting her back… her body totally limped… he looked at her face for a while... still can't get over from her beauty. he kissed her lips one
again… inserting his tongue to make her taste herself… she’s now too lost to think… just letting him what he wants… for she too wants more.

He pulled out from their kiss… brushing some of her hair off of her sweaty face… making her head rest to his shoulder… his white shirt also now drenched with his sweat…

He tried inserting one finger inside of her once again… he heard her winced in pain… he caressed her bare back with his other hand as he started to move his finger in and out of her… when he felt her relaxed… he now inserted another one… its pace started slow until it reached it fastest speed… he felt her walls contracted and once again she climaxed onto his hand….

He felt her sighed deeply… laid her back on the bed and pulled his fingers out of her… she seemed like she’s totally knocked out…for her chest heaved up and down fast and her eyes were both closed. he licked his fingers clean while watching her
face… and realized that he wanted more of her…

He leaned down to her face… and kissed her forehead… she on other hand was now oblivious to what he’s doing… he touched her lips and smiled again to himself…


‘I’m really now out of my mind… I badly want you… ’

He thought as he rested himself once again between her legs… pulled his boxers down up to his knees… he glanced at her now ‘like’ sleeping state.

“I’ll be gentle tonight…”

He whispered not earning a reply from her… not really sure if she even heard him… but he hoped she didn’t…

He pulled her hips closer to his aching member… lifting her legs over his… spreading her folds and slowly inserted his now big member inside of her.

“uuuuhhhhhhh….”

A long moan finally released her throat… he smiled upon hearing her sweet moan again… he totally lost himself… smiling… loving her moans… loving to touch every part of her… wanting to feel her… he totally went nuts… he thought.

He lifted her again… hugging her body to his with his member inside of her… letting her sit on his lap while her head back to his shoulder… he didn’t move first… letting her adjust to his size… putting her arms around his neck… his other hand continuously caressed her head and back while the other one supported her hips.

“Uh… Uh… Ju-… Jungkook…”

She moaned as he started to move in and out of her… supporting her hips as he

bounced their bodies… she buried her face to his neck as she now clamped her hands to his shoulder along with his shirt… feeling a little pain but overcame it as pleasure hits her again...

He kissed her neck as he continued bouncing themselves… letting both of his hands hold her hips… pulling her body up from his member and pushing it down again…

It seems the pain from the other night totally vanished for only hotness and pleasure filled her… no pain could be felt from his thrusts…

“Moan… uh… my name again…”

He said between his thrusts… wanting to hear his name from her mouth once… only could make him satisfied that no man other than him could make her feel good…

“Ju-… Jungkook… uh…”

She complied not really thinking why he wanted to hear it from her… he smiled again pulling her head to face him and crushing his lips to hers once again… his pace went faster and harder… both of them moaned in each others mouth…

He laid her back down the bed… making her legs wrapped around his waist as he thrust in her continuously… he massaged her breast with his other hand as the other wandered around her body… and find its way to her butt and squeezed it tight… making her arch her back to make himself push more inside her… thrusting his member deeply… wanting to reach the most inside of her…

Their body rocked… dancing to the same rhythm… totally forgetting the world around them…. Both drenched in their sweat and seemed nothing could stop their deed…

Both hungry for each other… it could be because of lust… or maybe something else… only do they know is they’re both drowned into their blissful deed…

“Uh… uh… I-…”

She said as they parted lips… “Not yet…”

He moaned to her ear. slowed his pace making her suffer a bit… he doesn’t want
to end it yet… he still wants her… for he’s sure that by tomorrow she will be back to whoever man she will be with… so at least just by tonight… he could have her all by himself… not to her brother-in-law… and not with his best friend…

She moaned continuously… bit the pillow beside her for she can’t take it anymore… his slow pace is the one torturing her now and not by his thrust himself… her body asked for more… and even though her mind wants it too… she remained composed… letting him to do his way… just like back then…

And as much as he doesn’t want to end it now…. He too can’t take it anymore… he held her hips tight… went back to his fast pace… until he felt his stomach tightened… and her walls clenched once again….

“Rosé-ah…”

He moaned whisperingly… unable for her to hear before crushing his lips with hers once again… they both climaxed… ending their last moans in each others mouth… her back arch off the bed… pouring everything… their fluids mixed together inside her womb… he hugged her tight… thrusting more to release his everything…

He collapsed on top of her… his member still inside… his head heaved up and down as he rested it on her chest… he tried to look up only to see her tired face…. She now passed out unaware that he finally managed to call her by her name…

He rested himself for a while still on top of her… recovering his strength before lifting his body and pulling himself slowly out of her… her member drenched with both of their fluids and some spilled out of her as he pulled out… he pulled his boxers up tiredly…

He too is tired but still managed to fixed her clothes back… pushing himself to his side… he closed her legs and fixed her night gown back… brushing some of her disarrayed hair out of her face… not failing to caress her face in the process…

He looked at her before covering her body with their blanket… and once again… he felt one last hard skip inside his chest…

He lied down… now both facing each other…he gazed at her sleeping face… suppressing himself to touch her again… forcing himself to think that he already got what wanted from her… he gritted his teeth for he cant still take his eyes off of her…

‘Did I bring you pain again…?’ he thought

“I’d rather see you in pain… than to see your smile that will never be meant for me…”

He whispered… using the chance because she’s deep in her sleep… even what he said doesn’t worth saying… he just wanted to let out everything… making the most out of his foolishness… just for this night he would act soft… for he’s afraid that if it continues he would be someone he shouldn’t be towards her…

“Mianhe…”

His throat let out one last time before slowly closing his eyes…