ALL I WANT | charli d'amelio

20 NARRATIVE

CHAPTER VEINTE

Vincent invited
me to hangout
since we haven't
seen each other
in awhile.

It's a little weird
because he is
dating Sophia now.
But I guess I could
thank her for
getting me out of
my moms house.

"Chase has to be
up to some funny
business again,
Sophie admitted
that Chase forced
her to send in that
one pic of you and
charli." Vincent
explains.

"Bruh, so he
purposely fucked
up a friendship to
break charli and I
up?? Sounds
desperate." I fume,
shaking my head.

"But it gets worse
he dmed her again,
like she knows
better than that."
Vincent laughs in
disbelief.

I stare at the wall
for a second trying
to think what the
hell he has now.
And why he can't
just find a girl that
is single.

"Let's talk about
something else,
he is ruining the
mood." I chuckle
annoyed.

"You right, and
we should order
some food I'm
starving." Vincent
replies.

"Let's get Panda?"
I ask as I turn on
some music to lift
up the mood.

"Okay fine even
though i want kfc,
and play some
Rihanna while
you're at it."
Vincent chuckles.

I turn the music
on to Rihanna
and pick some
of my favorites.

"Come mister DJ
won't you turn the
music up." I sing
as I dance around
like a goof.

"oh god what you
drink?" Vincent asks
jokingly before
joining me in the
playful dancing.

Both of us nearly
accidentally
knocking my lamp
over.

"Vince what's your
favorite Rihanna
song?" I question
curiously.

"Probably SOS,
just hits different."
Vincent answers
with a chuckle.

"SOS slaps but
Desperado or
S&M are my
favorite." I reply.

"Rihanna really
clowned on us
by not dropping
any new music."
Vincent frowns.

Vincent and I
met during a
Rihanna concert
in 2016. Which is
weird to think
we've known
each other that
long.

——

Living with my dad
was going well and
I haven't heard shit
from my mom. And
I guess my sister
has kind of become
a step mom.

Im surprised mom
didn't beat or kill
Riley's ass when
she was told about
everything.

My social media
activity went down
because of the
emotional stuff
with my family. But
I'm feeling better
so I'll hop back on
that train.

And after a couple
of weeks barely
talking or hanging
out with Charli, we're
hanging out again.

Thing is, is that it
just doesn't feels
right. I feel like I did
something wrong, I
mean Charli knows
I was taking a mental
health break though
so I shouldn't worry.

"When is Harli
coming over?" My
dad questions,
walking into the
kitchen where I was
sitting by the island.

"In a few i believe,
and it's Charli." I
chuckle throwing
away the Apple I
finished eating.

"Charli, Harli, same
difference." My dad
laughs with a playful
eye roll.

With a knock at the
door Charli is here.
Why do I feel so
nervous? It's not
like we are going
on our first date.

"Hi Char." I smile
beckoning her to
come in. Instead
she shakes her
head, confusing
me.

"Sorry to do this but
we have to break up..."

SAHAR'S NOTES
this is kind of ugly and short but ANYWAYS.

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