Kaliah Iman January 1, 2021 Los Ángeles, Ca - Continued....
"Cmon dave you're heavy help me out a bit" I mumbled as I tried helping him up the stairs like I wasn't a little drunk myself.
"You don't w-want to have a baby with me" he asked looking at me with sad eyes making me sigh
Everyone was gone and I still hadn't answered him. I didn't know what to say. I mean I'm not ready for a kid but I wouldn't mind having a little baby either. Also he's drunk what if I say yes or no what if he doesn't even mean it or he does and I hurt his feelings or something.
I'm just confused. He's never brought up baby talk other than the time I had a scare and he was an ass about it and since then we haven't talked about babies at all. "Lay down, here drink some" I said handing him a glass of water that he drank as I took of his shoes and attempted to take his shirt off
"I got it" he mumbled as he sat up putting the glass down on his bedside table. He stood up fully taking off his shirt along with his pants. I walked into the closet putting on one of his T-shirts, then I made my way to the bathroom to remove my make up and brush my teeth.
As I was doing that he walked in and started doing the same. "I'm tired" I mumbled hugging him from behind as he finished up brushing his teeth
He just raised his eyebrows and nodded. I shook my head at him being nonchalant cause I know it's about the baby talk.
I went into the room and laid down waiting for him to come to bed. Once he did we both jsut laid there In silence.
"Bubba" I said aloud turning on the light on my bedside and received silence thinking he might be asleep already I looked over at him and saw his eyes wide open.
Oh so he's just ignoring me?
"Why do you want to have a baby" I asked lowly hoping he would reply "we dont have to talk about it if you don't want to you don't want a kid I get it" he said turning on his side facing away from me
Looking up at the ceiling I thought of what i wanted to say carefully. "I want to talk about it" I said
"Why do you want a baby" I asked looking towards him.
He turned around looking at me not talking for a bit "I want something that's a part of me but also you imagine a little human being thats half of you and me"
I could see the little glint in his eyes when he spoke about it "I love you and I want to have a kid with you I don't think we're ready but I also don't think anybody's ready for a baby what I do know is that I want to experience that with you I want to be able to go through that with you and were in such a good space in our relationship I can't think of a better time" he said sitting up
I chuckled "I thought you were drunk"
"See your not taking shit serious—" I cut him off "no I am.. just it's setting in that it wasn't just a drunk thought like you really want to have a baby and it's a little scary not going to lie"
"But hearing you talk about it and the fact that we are at a really good place in our relationship... Dave I've seen relationship go down cause of a baby I don't want that to be us we haven't been dating for a year" I said
"I know but there isn't a time line on love or how fast or slow something should happen some can agree that we moved fast af but there's people out here getting married after 3 months of dating that are married for yearssss and people that waited 6 years for marriage who divorced the first year we don't have to follow any timeline but if your not ready for that I get it" he said sitting back against the head of the bed not looking at me
"I'm ready" I mumbled "I just want you to really mean this cause last time I had a scare you where an asshole if we're doing this that can't happen cause this is serious it won't be an accident anymore like we're actually going to try" I said seeing a smile grow on his face
"I swear it just caught me by surprise and I wasn't ready then honestly but now I know I am" he said smiling making me chuckle at his excitement
"We're gonna have a baby" I mumbled with a smile on my face sitting on him with my legs on each of his sides. He looked up at me stretching out with a big ass smile
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"Shit we can try right now" he chuckled slapping my butt "no I'm tired and you need to drink more water and go to sleep your gonna wake up with a headache tomorrow" I said getting off of him and laying back on my side as he stood up grabbing himself some water and laying back down
I wrapped my arms around him as he did the same "I love you" he mumbled moving my hair away from my face kissing my lips "love you too bubba"
- Is it too soon?
They have known each other for a year (since they met at the New Years party)... but their one year anniversary is in March!!!
