devotion| dave east

thirty-two

Kaliah Iman
April 28, 2021
St. Lucia, Caribbean Sea
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7:12am

*decided to give you guys an update before the weekend I'm in a good mood lol 🥰🥰 point out any mistakes please 💋 -A♥️

"Ahhhhh kaliah look at us in the fucking Caribbean also by the way Dave's jet" mia yelled widening her eyes gasping "wow we need to go on more trips together" i shook my head chuckling a bit. "Yeah yeah"

The flight was nothing but awkward I mean I had to fake to be ok with Dave. Ever since we talked at the house we kind of rarely talked I mean he'd send me a good morning sometimes a good night text and that's it.

Im not gonna lie I'm a little hurt but I guess we do have to take it slow. All the guys know is that we're mad at each other for a little argument I'm sure bully knows the truth but I just don't want don to find out.

It's just awkward and since we booked this place before anything happened we have to share a one bed room now. He doesn't even want to go back to living together and now we have to share a room yeah I don't know how that's gonna go... are we even going to sleep in the same bed?

I just hope we can work through our differences, become more cordial... or atletas act like girlfriend/boyfriend cause the way that plane ride was set up...

"Hellloooo Saint Lucia to kaliah" mia yelled in my face making me laugh

"You're too hype mia" I laughed louder grabbing her arm in mine as we got into the van taxi thing with the guys behind us.

"Bitch I ain't never been to no islands like this ima be rocking all my outfits I'm gonna be changing like every hour" she laughed making me shake my head "ima go sit with Chris you ok" she asked

I nodded going to the back row of the van sitting down as she turned back around to go sit In the front. "yeah I'll be fine" I yelled out a bit

"Hey" Dave said sitting next to me. "Hi" I gave him a small smile "that was an awkward flight" he chuckled making me laugh along with him shaking my head "it really was...but" I started but stopped myself

I want to tell him but I don't want him to think I'm rushing us... but then again we are trying to work on this together and that means I have to tell him how I'm feeling I have to be 100% honest and willing to put in work as well.

"I don't want our trip to be awkward like that I know we all were really excited...I don't want to ruin the trip for anybody so can we just be ok and I'm being serious I miss us... a lot and I hate that we're so weird around each other I don't know if I can hug you or even kiss you" I looked up at him

He nodded with a big goofy smile spreading across his face making me laugh cause he looked genuinely happy that I said that "see it's all falling into place...I love you iman" he mumbled grabbing face by my chin kissing me "I missed this" he mumbled "I missed these lips most importantly" he chuckled

"I missed this too... I missed you overall" I mumbled

"You're my best friend" I smiled "also this doesn't mean we're 100 percent ok we're still working on us cause I know we have a lot to work on but I just want our trip to be filled with happiness, love and memories that'll last us forever" I chuckled leaning into him feeling my eyes slowly close

"I love you Iman i promise ima fix it mamas go to sleep I'll wake you up when we're there" he whispered into my ear as I drifted of to sleep

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12:47pm