The Other Widow -Avenger's Soulmate Story

Chapter 10- Thats Plan B?

Warning ⚠️ Some sensitive topics and descriptions of gore
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"Stay out of my head!" I say just as angrily back to Loki

"You don't have to do that" Wanda says

"If I have to then I will" I say letting out a sarcastic laugh

"Am I the only one that's lost" Peter asks innocently

"Yea, mind telling us what you guys are bickering about" Bruce asks

"No, you don't need to know, and frankly it's none of your business" I say glaring at Loki

"She's going to end her life. That's her plan b" he yells out obviously upset

"You will be doing no such thing Lady Valentina" Thor says loudly

"I already said that if it comes to that I will" I say trying to stay calm

"No you can't" Natalia says softly

"Please" Peter says

Nope not falling for the 'I'm cute please listen to be" face

"Your not killing yourself" Steve says coldly

"Oh really, you're the bloody wanker whose wanted nothing more then for me to screw off since the moment I got here, so what does it matter to you" I say very angrily

"I may not like you but my soulmates do, you can't even see that your hurting them. I won't let you hurt them the way you've been hurting people all these years" he says stiffly

"Thank you, that truly makes me feel wanted" I say sarcastically

"Is that what this is about, you feeling like you're not wanted?" Clint ask

"Oh my god no, that's not what this is about" I says frustrated

"So what is it about?" Logan asks

I open my mouth but nothing comes out

"Oh ok so you want to kill yourself for no valid reason, got it" Steve says letting out a sarcastic laugh

"No reason? You can't think of one single reason?" I says too calmly

"No not a good one. Your just doing it because your a weak, selfish, coward " Steve says matter-of-factly

"You want to know my reason, fine. I have been with Hydra my entire life, they have dictated every aspect of my life. They took everything from me, my innocence, purity, joy. They took my entire childhood. You all should know best that it's not a walk in the park. Natalia was there, she went through the same things I did and you all know how traumatic it is, you know how treacherous it is" I start

"And Bucky you were there, you know what it's like. Do you know what it's like for your body to not be your own, your mind to be someone else's to toy with? You can't tell me, that you never thought to end your life. You can't tell me that you never got on a jet to go to Mission and thought 'maybe today I'll just accidentally leave my firearm in the plane and maybe just maybe if I'm lucky enough, the target will kill me first' " I says letting out my emotions

"The only major difference is that Bucky was frozen for all but 7 years consecutively, Natalia was there 10 years. I've been with them for almost 19 years. Can you imagine 19 consecutive years of torture and trauma. And even after putting me through all they did, they still want me to have a baby girl so they can take her away from me and turn her into my worst fear" I say

I pause and look at everyone with shocked faces and some have tears in their eyes

"So if this pin, does not come out of my neck in the next 25 hours, I will carve out my reproductive organs and Slit. My. Throat." I finish

"So I'm very sorry Captain Rogers, sorry that I'm so weak and don't have any valid reasons for not wanting to live. I am truly sorry for being a selfish coward" I says

I walk out of the room and toward Shuri's lab

If she didn't have a solution yet I would just sit in there and wait

"Hello Shuri" I say walking in

"I'm not done yet, I still have 4.5 hours" she say frantically

"I know , I'm just gonna sit in here if that's ok" I say walking over to the chair in the corner

"That's fine" Shuri says turning back around to continue her work

Third Person POV

After only sitting in the chair for 10 minutes Valentina had completely passed out

Shuri called one of Valentina's soulmates to come get her seen as she would be more comfortable in a bed

Sam goes to the lab with Pietro and Wanda to get Valentina

Once they're there Sam goes over and picks her up off the chair and into his arms

They go to one of the rooms they stay in when there in Wakanda and set her down on the bed

They pull the covers over her body and Wanda brushes the hair out of their beautiful mates face

About 10 minutes later Loki walks into the room as well

So now Sam, Wanda, Pietro, and Loki were all just sitting in the company of each other and their sleeping mate

Without even going into her head Wanda and Loki could feel her emotions

Her unconscious thoughts and emotions practically screaming at them

The were full of pain and agony and fear

It hurt them to know what she thought of herself

About 3 hours later Sam got a text from Shuri saying to bring Valentina to the lab

Pietro kneeled on the side of the bed Valentina wasn't on

Immediately feeling that movement Valentina became conscious and alert

She felt a hand touch her shoulder and reacted without thought

She grabbed the glass that was next to her on the bed side table and smashed it

She quickly turns bringing her leg over the person so she's on top of them

She goes to put the glass shard in their neck when a force holds her hand back

She looks at the her hand and sees its held back by a red mist

Her eyes go wide as she realizes that it wasn't a danger but only her mates

She quickly got off the speedster and put the glass shard back on the table

"We're sorry, you fell asleep and we brought you here, we woke you up because Shuri said to bring you to the Lab" Loki says

"No I'm sorry" Valentina says as she runs a hand down her face trying to control her breath

She walks to the door and turns the handle

"This is why I sleep with my hand cuffed to the bed" she mumbles over her shoulder before walking away

As much as they hoped she was lying she knew she wasn't by the angry scars on her hand which they saw earlier

They didn't need someone to read her mind, they understood now

She herself, was her worse fear