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After the meeting earlier, I immediately went home afterwards. We just talked about some random things about the Movie theme, so they can easily write a song about it.
Now, I am all alone inside the pitch black and desolate room. Imbes na maging masaya sa pag uwi sa tahanang nakasanayan, mas naging malungkot pa ang pakiramdam doon. I always feel the discomfort whenever I'm here, minsan iniisip ko, siguro'y panahon na para lumipat ako pansamantala?
It was a bit unpleasant in my mental health. Bahay ito ng pamilya ko, ngunit bakit ganito ang pakiramdam ko? I feel so sad and I couldn't even explain why. Maybe because of what happened earlier.
"How's your work going, Exzerie?" Dad began in the middle of our dinner.
Kusang natigil sa ere ang parehong kubyertos na gamit ko dahil sa lamig ng boses niya. I know how strict he is when it comes to showbiz. Dad was the one who taught me the right and proper etiquette in every manner.
"Everything was fine, Dad.. We're all busy because of the movie."
Dad ridiculously tugged his lips. "Fine? Kung ganoon, ano itong nababasa namin ng Mama mo tungkol sa pambabatikos sa iyo?"
The gripped on both of my utensils tightened as I tried to compose myself.
"Some people also noticed how aloof and frigid you are!" Dad's voice raised a bit, kung hindi pa pinisil nang kaunti ni Mommy ang kamay niya, malamang ay hindi niya na napigilan ang sarili niya.
I just choose to disregard it as I continued eating our food. Sa halip na sumagot, mas pinili ko na lang na tumahimik upang hindi na mas lumala pa.
Now that I am already alone, I made myself busy while trying to divert my attention into browsing through my social media accounts. Ang akala ko'y positibong magiging dulot niyon sa pag iisip ay kasalungat ng mga nakita at nabasa ko sa mga nakapaloob doon.
It's stressing the hell out of me.
Sa huli, napagpasyahan ko na lamang na tawagan ang isang taong tanging alam ko na makatutulong sa akin.
"Hello, Miss?" Kish began after she answered the call.
I sighed as I feel the warmth of comfort spread inside me. "C-can you help me to search for some place?"
Natahimik siya sa kabilang linya, ngunit ilang segundo ay nakabawi rin kaagad mula sa pagkabigla.
"M-miss? Bakit po? Lilipat ka?" she sounds shocked.
"Well, y-yeah.. Maybe.." I shot my eyes, trying to calm myself.
"O-okay po. Ako na po ba ang bahala, o may eksakto po kayong gusto na tutuluyan?"
I think of some place, design of a certain house or condo, but I couldn't think properly. Basta ang nasa isip ko, gusto ko na munang umalis rito para mabigyan ng sandaling kapayapaan ang utak ko.
