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Cold sweat moistened both of my hands as I scratched them nervously, causing a mild friction. I keep on pacing back and forth while my head was in a haywire, reciting every lines that I would tell to my Parents.
I already have my plan in my mind. Ikokonsulta ko na lang iyon sa mga magulang ko, ngunit hindi ko pa sigurado. I was indeed, anxious just by thinking that I will talk to them about moving out from our house.
Will they let me? Iyon lamang ang siyang tanging tanong sa utak ko, ngunit kakaibang takot at kaba na ang hatid niyon sa sistema ko.
What if they'll get mad? Hindi maaari, dahil kaunting pagtatalo lamang ng pamilya, alam ko na kakalat agad ang balitang iyon at malalaman na kaagad ng mga tao sa labas ng kamera.
This is what I hate the most for being a Celebrity. Lahat mangingialam, lahat may masasabi. Imbes na pagtuunan ang sarili nilang buhay, mas aaksayahan pa nila ng oras ang buhay ng Artistang kasalukuyang pinag uusapan sa midya.
I blow a loud breath, a sign of defeat. I stopped from walking and just stared blankly in front of my Parents' room door, thinking if I would inform them that I will moving eventually the next day.
I pulled my hand upwards to reach for the doorknob. As soon as the cold gold metal kissed my wet palm, my body dithered in uneasiness. Lastly, I heaved a deep breath again, trying to compose myself as I twisted the doorknob to pulls it open.
Mom and Dad appeared, they are both sitting over the bed while watching TV. My lips parted when I saw what Movie was that. Unti unti, parang walang awang pinilipit ang puso ko, habang pinapanood ang sarili na umaarte sa telebisyon.
Meet me at the Highlands was the title of the movie, wherein I was one of the Main character. Sa katunayan, simple lamang iyong senaryo kung saan kaswal na pinanonood at sinusuportahan ng magulang mo ang isa sa mga palabas na nagawa mo. But in my case, I know that it was different.
Two pair of eyes darted on me as I met their cold gazes. I bit my tongue, trying to stop myself from saying a word.
"Exzerie, tamang tama ang pag punta mo.." Dad started.
Here we go again..
Umayos ako sa pagkakatayo, I held my chin upwards, trying to look brave in front of them.
"Look at yourself at the Television. Para ka namang nagro-role play lamang sa classroom niyo. Bakit hinayaan at tinanggap 'tong scene na 'to ng Direktor? Ang pangit! Halatang halata!"
Some people told me, whenever you're hearing some bad and hurtful words from someone, you should listened to it and immediately take it away from your mind.
Hindi ako sang-ayon doon. I more preferred to listened to those shitty words and let it soothed in my mind, para kapag nasanay na ang sarili ko at maayos ko na ang mga bagay na problema nila sa akin, it will serve as a help and motivation for me to strive harder and do better in my own crafts.
