Pentacost Band Series #4 Euphonious Heartbeats

ch. 17

#EH17
Argument

I cried when I went home around Seymour's arms. Habang tinatahan niya ako ay mas lalong sumisikip at bumibigat ang dibdib ko. This is the first time that I cried like this, iyong parang namatayan. Siguro kasi ngayon lang ako nakahanap ng masasandalan.

The scandal spread like a wildfire. Isang oras mag mula nang ligtas kaming naka uwi sa penthouse, kaagad na kumalat ang balita, videos at litrato na kuha mula doon sa nangyari kanina.

"Grabe ah? Kung makapagsalita ang mga 'to akala mo talaga alam ang totoong mga nangyayari!" Kish exclaimed irritatingly.

"Stop reading that Kish, maii-stress lang si Exzerie," malamig na ani Seymour.

"Nakakainis kasi eh! Si Exzerie pa ang napasama ngayon kasi ni-reject niya! Duh?"

Napaahon ako sa narinig. What? Ako ang napasama sa mga mata ng tao? Yes, I was alredy expecting that, pero ang malaman pa rin ay nakakapag pagulat sa akin. Ano ba dapat ang gawin? Shuould I say yes to Shawn's proposal even though it was clear already that I don't like him? And the fact that I am pregnan with someone else? That's cheating, pero sabagay, wala naman silang alam sa mga nangyayari.

People outside the showbiz has always been like this. They will keep on talk and share what they want to say and what they wanted to believe. And the card that they will use is that they were just sharing their freaking opinions about what they saw and heard.

That's life, iyon ang paniniwalaan dahil iyon ang nakahain, hindi man lang pag iisipan ng mabuti at kaagad na magsasalita. Hindi man lang aalamin ang totoo bago kumana, agad na dudungisan ang ibang tao kaya't mas lalong nagkakagulo.

Seymour held my arms and faced my puffed eyes. "Can I look at their posts?"

"Exzerie," tunog banta iyon.

"I just want to see.." It will going to be hurt but I still want it. Maybe I like to feel the pain, that's why.

"It's bad for your health. Baka ma-stress ka, bawal sa baby.." he pleaded.

I shook my head, still persistent. "I can handle it, Seymour. Don't worry. Kung hindi ka pa kampante, magpapa check up ako sa OB sa isang araw.."

Hindi kasi pupwede bukas dahil concert na nila. I smiled assuringly as I stared at him. Seymour sighed in defeat, before he took my phone from Kish and passed it to me. Kish left us alone inside my room. Agad na bumaba ang tingin ko sa cellphone.

All of my accounts were bombared by many messages and posts. Mayroon galing sa mga kakilala at kaibigan na Celebrities. Mayroon sa mga malayong relatives. Mayroon din sa mga fans at iba pa.

Patagal ng patagal ang pag scroll ko, mas lalong sumisikip ang dibdib ko. It was heartbreaking to read their words and messages about me.

"Ang kapal ng mukha na manreject, hindi naman maganda!"

"Cheater! Nagpabuntis sa iba, may ka-love team na!"

"Oo nga eh, grabe sinayang si Papa Shawn. Hindi naman yata sila e! Palabas lang para sumikat!"

"Sino kaya yung naka buntis sa kanya? Baka non showbiz?"

"Ang landi! Nakakagigil! Sana malaglagan ng anak!"

Those are some comments from the post about the rejection scene in a video. Many of their comments are below the belt. May iba na nagtatanggol sa akin, at may iba naman na ginagawa iyon na katatawanan. Some are creating funny memes about it, but I don't find it funny at all.

There was also trending with a hashtag of #ShawRieNoMore. Usap usapan iyon sa Social Media, may nag iiyakan at may iba naman na tuwang tuwa sa balita. The issue would never stop if we didn't confirm it yet. Wala pang nagsasalita tungkol doon sa nangyari kanina, even the Davis and Manager Ryle stayed silent.