Married To My Bestfriend's Boyfriend

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His explanation brought back the past. Brought back the pain I kept inside for years.

"Dumb" I hissed "Stop it already! Bringing up the past won't change anything! I still hate you!" I calm myself or else I will explode. I tried to keep this hatred and anger all by myself but I can't control myself if he's going to continue talking about that.

I stood up and was about to leave but he grabbed my arm and pulled me. I lost my balance and unintentionally sitted on his lap

"Ano ba?!" Sigaw ko at sinusubukang itulak siya. Nasa bewang ko ang kamay niya kaya hindi ako makatayo dahil hawak niya 'ko nang mahigpit

"Listen to me,wife" he whispered softly. I can't control myself anymore! I'm going to explode!

"Bullshit!" I hit him hard on his chest as tears started flowing down to my cheeks "Ako nalang lagi yung nakikinig tangina! I'm tired! I'm so fucking tired!"

"Hey,I'm sorry I'm sorry. Don't cry please" he panic. Wait, panic? How insane of me to think that way. He won't panic even if I'll die in front of him

He's trying to wipe my tears away using his thumb but I looked at different direction to avoid his hand

"I'm the victim here! Ako lang naman ang nahirapan but you played my role! Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nalang lagi! You will get your position because of this fucking marriage! My dad will get what he wants! Ako? Anong makukuha ko sa kasal na 'to? Yung mga masasakit na salita galing sa'yo?"

I startled when hugged me forcing me to lean my head on his shoulder. I'm pushing his chest away from me but he didn't budge. He's still hugging me tightly and caressing my hair which irritates me. Why is he acting this way?! I'm finally okay now but why does he make me feel this way?! I don't want to love him again! I'm done already!

"It's all my fault,I'm really sorry. This is all my fault" he whispered as he continously caressing my hair. I felt something flowed down on my shirt. Is it a teardrop?

"Mas mabuti pang hindi ka nalang bumalik" diretsong sabi ko. Maayos na ang buhay namin bakit pa siya babalik? Okay fine, mas maayos ang buhay ni Lia kung may tatay siya pero ayos na din naman kami kahit wala siya

"Completely opposite of what I want. I want to tell you about this impatience but I remained patient and waiting for you to ease the pain because that's what your grandma told me. I already expected this from you when you came back but it hit me differently. All I want is my wife to love me again" he said like he's in pain. I'm the one who supposed to be in pain here!

Continuation

I sensed that she already left so I immediately went to her grandparents. I'm sure she's there,right?

I saw her grandmother outside the house,watering the plants so I went out of my car and walked towards her. She looked surprised to see me here

"Nandyan po ba si Shalian?" Magalang na tanong ko

"Wala" maikling tugon niya at seryoso lang ang ekspresyon. Mukhang galit sa 'kin

"Alam niyo po ba kung nasaan siya?" Tanong ko ulit,nagbabakasakaling alam niya

"Hindi" sagot niya nang hindi man lang ako tinitignan. Hindi kona alam ang sasabihin ko para lang ituro sa 'kin kung nasaan siya. May biglang sumagi sa isip ko

"Kailangan ko pong malaman kung nasaan siya dahil buntis siya" kaagad nabaling ang atensyon ng lola niya sa 'kin

"Kami nalang ang bahalang makiusap sakanya. Hindi ka niya kailangan" seryosong sabi niya bago nagmadaling pumasok sa bahay. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako natamaan sa mga sinabi niya. Tama naman ang sinabi niya