Keep you in the dark | Billie Eilish

part 18

(Trig's Pov)

"heard you went crazy with a bunch of youngs" Jinx chuckled

"eh i've been wanting em gone for a while" I shrugged it off snorting another line, it was 2am and we were in the kitchen blasting music doing lines and catching up with each other.

"what's up with you and your girl then" she smirked

"since when did i have a girl"

"you know you like Billie" she smirked again

"she's the whole reason I got sent to that fucking place"

"ah shes your weakness" She stared at me but I didn't know how to respond "yeah.. definitely your weakness" she laughed

"not anymore aight? i got soft and now i'm back to myself again so chill with it" i argued

"i like reckless Trig anyway" she grinned doing yet another line

"so how's you and AJ then"

"oh my GOD he said the 3 words to me!" she squealed in my ear

"holy fucking shit about fucking time did you say it back?"

"of course I did I can't believe it and he got me a PROMISE ring"

"now that's some cute soft shit bitch you better marry his dumb ass" I teased

"bitch we both know the answer to that" she shoved my shoulder playfully

We spent the next few hours loosing ourselves to the drugs and passing out.

(Billie's Pov)

"Trig, Jinx what the fuck" I woke up to them both passed out on the table with remains of white powder smudge everywhere

"ugh it's too bright turn it off" Trig groaned

"that's the sun you idiot" I laughed

"don't care turn it off"

"right well gona leave you both to it" I mumbled as Trig started snoring again

I had shit to today anyway, Bricker wanted me to meet him by the range rovers so that's where I was headed

"we got a mission kid"

"wait we're leaving? aren't I like not allowed to leave in case someone sees me?"

"well yeah but where we are going is... well you'll see" he grinned and opened the car door for me before running to the driver side

We were about 20minutes into the journey, neither of us had said anything so I finally decided to say something

"Brick.. how come you're soft it's allowed but when Trig is well yeah..." I sighed

"shut the fuck up I ain't soft" He scoffed

"bitch yes you are"

"okay fineee, i'm soft but when I'm told to do something I do it, with Trig she's only soft for you" He looked into my eyes "and it's dangerous for her"

"why?"

He turned to focus on the road "Trig isn't good with feelings and emotions in general she doesn't know how to control them instead she lets the stronger one control her instead of balancing them out"

"sooo what's her emotion right now?"

"nothing" he sighed "she doesn't have one because of the brain washing she had she's completely numb but not the numb you would think, instead her numb is where she doesn't give a fuck and literally turns into a serial killer which is why she's lashing out and killed those youngs yesterday"

"and Astrid" I mumbled

"well yeah but she actually had a resting for that" he paused "holy shit"

"what?" I panicked

"she killed Astrid because of what he did to you that means she still feels something towards you she's just trying to block it bitch saving her is going to be easier than I thought" He clapped excitedly

I smiled watching his mood change knowing that he can save her again, I'm starting to really understand why him and Trig are so close

"anyway we're here"

I looked out the window and noticed we were next to a really sketchy building

"just follow me and you'll be okay" He reassured me

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And we'll leave it there :)

yoooo i acc can't wait for the next chapters well you'll have to wait a few chapters before I can do what I wana do BUT STILL i can't wait ahhhhhh