Keep you in the dark | Billie Eilish

part 30

uh TW: suicide

(Trig's Pov)

ever since Billie came back she hasn't been herself, like something is off with her? she looks.. guilty? but i don't know what she's guilty of. I mean she was with Cobra so who knows what he made her do, she also told me that she didn't meet our close group leaders either because.. Cobra still wants me to lead? this whole thing has me confused as fuck like what the fuck did he make her do. I don't want to push her into telling me so i'm not, I know that whatever she did she doesn't want to relive it by telling me so i'm going to keep it that way.

"i need to get drunk again" i mumbled

"so do it then" Billie giggled

"yeah but it's no fun without Jinx and she should've been back by now but then again sometimes jobs take longer to do" i sighed and noticed Billie had tensed up "what?"

"n-nothing"

"are you okay.." I was confused

"yeah i um i need to get some air" she ran out the room leaving me confused as fuck once again

Before I could even take another breath I heard her scream and I shot into action grabbing my gun and running out to the hallway. I was expecting someone to be attacking her, or someone breaking in or someone with a gun pointing at her or anything else because what I saw was something none of us was prepared for.

On the balcony that hung over the living room was AJ's lifeless body. I quickly grabbed Billie from behind covering her eyes and whispering it's okay to her before taking her into my room. I don't even know why I covered her eyes, she had already seen what had happened. I walked back out not knowing what to do with the body.

"b-bricker? what even.. why" I buried my head into his chest as we watched Gigi carefully grab AJ.

"shhh calm down" he stroked my hair

"oh my god and Jinx? she's not even here and he's done this she's going to break down when she comes back Bricker why? what do we do? she's going to be so hurt, why did he even- i can't even-" I started to go into a panic attack, everything was starting to spin and I couldn't breathe

"hey hey Trig look at me look at me" he took my hand and placed it on his chest "feel my heart beat okay? follow my breathing you are okay, in and out, in and out"

It took a few minutes before I managed to calm down again.

"you don't know do you" he whispered

"know what? what happened Bricker?"

"Jinx is gone.. she's happy now okay?"

"gone where? did she run away?"

"no" he sighed and began to tear up "she's dead"

"w-what.. n-no she isn't dont say that, s-she can't be.. how?"

"i'm sorry Trig"

"tell me how" I yelled

"i killed her" I heard a faint voice behind me

I turned around prepared to swing my fist into their face only to see

Billie

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Oh fucking shittttttttttt what's gona happen?? hmmm i know

okay so I've put a lot of thought into this which is why I had like how ever many day break anyway

so yes this book is still coming to an end, no it's not going to be 5 more parts i'm going to add more but I don't know how many

and.. yes there will be a sequel if yous want it anyway otherwise i won't do it