Keep you in the dark | Billie Eilish

part 34

(Trig's Pov)

"does anyone need me to go over the plan again?"

"no" they all mumbled

"good because if yous fuck it up we all die, understand?"

"yeah" they all mumbled again

"good, i don't want to waste anymore time, 1 more week of training then it's happening okay?"

"okay we are ready"

"keep training I gotta head back"

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When I got back I went straight to the kitchen. I haven't spoken to Billie in almost a month. Not much has happened with me, I've just been training with the guys because times ticking. And now here I am, 2 in the morning snorting lines.

"stop that" I heard a voice say behind me

"Jinx??" I jumped

"no.. i'm sorry it's Billie"

"oh"

She came and sat next to me

"how many have you done" she whispered

"only 2..."

"look at me" she grabbed my face "you only do them when you're hurt or stressed.. so what's up"

"nerves.... plan..."

"you still going ahead with it" she furrowed her eyebrows

I nodded "you still fucking Bullet?"

She didn't say anything, she just looked down

"d-do you.. do you have feelings for him?" i regrettably asked

"i don't.. i don't know" she barely whispered "but that doesn't mean i-"

"stop" i cut her off "just stop" i sighed "i'm sorry i'm a fuck up and ruined your life, i care about you so much okay? that isn't going to change you just need to make up your mind with who you want, i just want you to be happy" i kissed her forehead and walked off

•••

I woke up in Brickers arms, dried tears were on my cheeks. Ever since Billie said that she could have feelings for Bullet, my heart broke even more. I mean, I knew it could happen I just didn't want to believe it would.

"morning" Bricker groaned "you gona tell me what's up now?"

"she has feelings for him" i mumbled

"fuck... i'm sorry Trig, i really am are you sure?"

"she told me"

"shit bro.. we could always kill her"

"yeah we could" i laughed "and Bullet"

(Billie's Pov)

"fuck no I can't" I quickly jumped off his dick and rushed to put my clothes back on

"woah what the fuck?" Bullet yelled

"Bullet I can't not anymore okay?"

"what do you mean? you've been riding my dick every week and now it's a problem? what do you Trig to fuck you again?" he spat

"I choose Trig okay? I thought I had feelings for you but I don't, I choose her and I'll choose her over and over again"

"she's only going to use you like you were using me you know that right" he laughed "and what the fuck was she on about? you breaking her over a plan what's that about"

"n-nothing" Fuck how does he remember that

"sure thing Bil's i'll find out soon enough" he smirked "you'll come running back to me i know it, you can't lie that we have something special here"

"we don't" i scoffed and walked out the room picking up my shoes

I need to find Trig, Bullet knows and it's bad

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sorry if this chapter was a mess but umm my next chapter is going to be the final