(Billie's Pov)
I woke up in Trig's arms once again, but this time I loved it even more because Trig was my girlfriend! that's crazy. I smiled to myself as I felt Trig start to wake up.
"morning" I mumbled and she kissed my head in response
"happy birthday baby" she whispered
"my birthday is tomorrow" i laughed
"i know but you're leaving today on that trip with cobra" she sighed
"i don't wana go"
"i don't want you too either" she pulled me tighter "tomorrow you will have 1 year till you run this place, i'm not gona let that happen tho"
"just be safe okay?" i shuffled around so i could face her "i don't want you getting hurt" i mumbled before leaning down to kiss her
"i pinky promise" she smiled and playfully held her pinky out wanting me to connect our together, which i did
"when are you going back to wherever you sneak off to?"
"after you leave, i'm not moving until you leave" she smiled and pressed her lips against mine
"good" i whispered and lay my head on her chest hearing her heartbeat in my ear
"so um not to ruin the moment but i have to umm train with gigi tomorrow" Trig said nervously
"okay?"
"what do you mean okay? are you not worried?"
"do I need to be?"
"no you don't it's just you know..."
"baby i don't care what happened between you and her i trust you okay?"
"okay... i trust you too"
Our conversation was cut off by Nitro pouncing onto us causing us both to laugh and groan.
"i need to take him to the kennel he has training later, i won't be long" Trig mumbled giving me a peck on the lips and then lead Nitro out the room
I have 5 hours before I have to leave with Cobra to do some sort of head training or something, I guess it's a meeting with other heads like Cobra as they all still think Trig is going to take over. I'm not going to lie, i'm nervous as fuck I mean Billie Eilish, soon to be mafia leader. I hate it, so much.
"why you crying" I heard Trig say softly
"i um" I wiped my eyes "When did you get back?"
"like 2 min ago" She got into the bed and pulled me in to her hugging me "what's wrong" She wiped a tear from my face and placed a gentle kiss on my lips "baby.."
"nothing.. i don't know i'm scared for later? i think.."
"i wish i could tell you it would be okay but i honestly don't know, they could make you do anything and i am so scared" she whispered and tucked some hair behind my ear
"why are you scared"
"because i don't want this life for you" she started to tear up herself, shockingly she let them fall but she hid them by looking down
"look at me" i placed two fingers under her chin forcing her to look up "you need to stop blaming yourself that i'm here"
"but i-"
"no" i cut her off "you did nothing okay? it's not your fault that i'm here.. or that you're here either, i'm just happy i have you, lucky even" i smiled
"you know... i was gona suggest early birthday sex before i saw you cry" she laughed
"whats stopping it?" i smirked before leaning in
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"you have everything" Trig asked again for the billionth time
"yes how many times do i-"
She cut me off by gripping my face and crashing her lips against mine "i'm gona miss you" she sighed and I blushed
"i'm going to miss you too" i wrapped my arms around her neck and she held my waist "i'll be back after tomorrow"
"that's too long" she pouted
"i gotta go baby, i'll be late" i whispered
"good" she smirked and attached her lips to my neck
"trig" i moaned as she easily found my sweet spot. You know what maybe being late isn't a bad idea. Billie no stop. "no no no you don't" i pushed her head away and untangled myself from her grip
"okay fineeee" she whined "be safe"
"i will, but you better not get sliced up again" i said seriously and she laughed
"okay okay i won't just kiss me"
I smiled into the kiss, it was a needy strong and passionate kiss and you could tell that we both would miss each other.
I left the room turning back around to smile at her. Time to go to Cobra's office. I dragged my bag along not knowing what the next few day would have for me.
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This took 2 days to make.... and I hate it.... i really didn't know what to do with this chapter like i rewrote this 5 times i acc hate it so i'm sorry for that
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