part 20

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(Billie's Pov)

it's been 2 weeks since Trig came back, we haven't spoke much well like at all really the last time we spoke is when she asked about Gigi... i can't go anywhere without seeing them two tongue fucking each other. On the sofa oop they making out, on the kitchen counter oh look at that tongue fucking, go in the pool bet you can't guess what's happening there, go in one of the fucking execution rooms with a dead body next to them? yup you guessed it a lovely place for a make out sesh.

As for me though, i'm so angry at Trig like she was being all cute and caring with me and now? she doesn't even bother to notice i'm here, and being in the fucking mafia isn't helping because i'm doing and thinking of things i never thought i would think of. Ever since I killed that guy with Bricker I haven't been able to stop. Any time I get the chance to kill someone you best believe I fucking do it. On the other hand Cobra is really impressed with me and is starting to trust me more. I never thought I would say this but this life is so much better than what I had before it's so much more interesting and we're always busy and on edge which is so exciting. But to be honest I don't know if this is me talking or the anger I have inside talking which actually scares me a little bit.

Do I miss my fans and my family? Of course I do but im starting to realise that if I did escape my life would never be the same so maybe it's best if i do stay...

(Trig's Pov)

"mmm I want you" Gigi mumbled against my lips

"then what are we waiting for" I smiled rubbing my hand further up her thigh

"uh Trig" I heard a voice behind me and pulled away from Gigi making her groan

"really Bil? i'm kinda busy" I rolled my eyes

"no shit but Cobra wants to see us both"

"shit right um okay" Fuck he knows doesn't he "i'll be back" I placed a peck onto Gigi's lips

"w-why does he want to see us?"

"why you so nervous" she laughed

"im not i- i don't know" Fuck I need to keep my shit together otherwise they'll definitely figure out i'm keeping something behind

"right" she smirked "i don't know why he wants to see us"

I nervously opened the door and gulped when I saw Cobra smirking at us both. Fuck.

"ahh glad to see you both"

Me and Billie both nodded

"so Trig what the fuck is up with you"

"what do you mean"

"i brought you up so you could do this job but as the days go on i'm starting to realise you're not suitable for it"

"yes I am what the fuck?"

"no you're not" he laughed "it's embarrassing how my own daughter can't do this job"

"how though?"

"your emotions are uncontrollable I can't have you fall for someone in the future and fuck up everything and put everyone in danger"

"well who the fuck is gona do it then"

"billie" he grinned and billie looked up looking just as shocked as i was

"you're fucking crazy are you mad? she's just going to walk out the second she has it and she can't even kill someone bro"

"actually that's where you're wrong"

"prove it" i smirked

"fine" He yelled for one of the young's to walk out as if he was prepared

"bil ki-"

He was cut off before he could finish his sentence, Billie had already shot him in the head and was smirking as she looked towards me.

"Trig you no longer have your rank Billie has it now you'll be the same as Bricker"

I stood there speechless at what the fuck had happened "you two can go now"

We both walked out the room silently both still shocked at what had happened

"i- uh" I gulped again "how?"

"you're not the only one who's been busy" she mumbled

"busy? what do you mean"

"don't act like you haven't been sneaking off once a week same time and-"

I quickly pushed her against the wall gripping her throat and covering her mouth "you shut the fuck up" I growled

She quickly caught me off guard by putting her leg behind mine and flipping me to the ground so she was on top of me "you can't do that shit to me anymore" she smirked tucking hair behind my ear "or should I tell Cobra"

"no please sorry i'm sorry okay?"

"for someone who wasn't supposed to be soft anymore you sure are scared" she smirked

"fine you know what do it you're right i don't care and i don't care about what happened between us either it was a complete waste of my fucking time" I quickly shoved her off me and walked away

•••

"Bricker how the fuck has this happened" I groaned

"he's right though" he sighed

"you're supposed to be on my fucking side not his" I spat

"think about like have you even considered what he said to you?"

"fuck" i shoved my head into my hands "i'm such a let down oh my god" i chuckled "you're right i dont know what the fuck my feelings are"

"you need to sort your shit out"

"what do you mean"

"about you and Billie i know you still fucking care about her-"

"i don't so drop it" I got out of the chair and walked towards the door

"where you going?"

"for a drive.. or something i don't know i need to clear my mind" I lied instead I was going back to my little secret gang because this bitch is pissed off and we need to kill Cobra sooner rather than later who knows what else he's going to do about me

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