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billie

i wake up and roll over, falling off my bed making a loud thud. i groan as i get up and fall back in my bed wrapped in my comfy ass blanket. i woke up a few hours ago and cried because i guess the whole maddie thing had just finally hit me but i went back to sleep after that. i just don't wanna think about it. i didn't want to get up today. at all. i stay in my bed and close my eyes, hoping i'll be asleep soon. when i start to doze off there's a knock on my door and i force my eyes open.

billie: come in

silence. soft footsteps. my bed dips and i look up, facing the one and only. her eyebrows immediately furrow when she sees my eyes

madison: did i make you cry?

billie: huh?

madison: you're eyes are red

billie: i'm just tired

madison: i've seen you when you were tired and i've seen you after you cry. there's a difference.

billie: what do you want madison?

madison: to apologise.

i sit up and lean my head against the headboard.

billie: thanks but no thanks

madison: bil sometimes you can be really fucking stupid you know that?

billie: ouch

i grab my chest dramatically and she groans as i laugh at myself.

billie: okay so what do you want? a hug? a kiss? to fuck me one last time before you go suck isaac's dick? what do you want from me?

madison: i want to be good with you.

billie: come here

she takes her shoes off and crawls toward me. i pull her into my arms and she rests her head on my boob.

billie: i didn't mean what i said

madison: about what?

billie: last night. how you two should get together. i didn't mean it. at the time i didn't care but when i got home it was the end of me. and i'm sorry.

madison: no. don't switch this up. i'm meant to be sorry.

billie: yeah and i get that. but let me just say sorry first.

madison: well now i'm sorry. i shouldn't have done it. i was so stupid and wasn't thinking at the time.

all of a sudden something had changed in my mind. my mood was suddenly cold.

billie: make it up to me

madison: what?

billie: i don't forgive you.

madison: why not?

billie: cause you said it yourself. you're stupid

madison: bil please

billie: beg

i need to stop. but something told me not to

madison: i'm not gonna beg

billie: then i don't forgive you.

i pull her on me so she straddles my waist and begin to grind from underneath her

madison: billie-

billie: kiss me

i smash my lips into hers and force my tongue into her mouth. she pulls back and tries to get off me but i grab her waist and pull her closer