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november 11, 2018

i woke up the next day in billie's bed. i don't remember half of what happened yesterday except for the part where we got high. billie walks out of the bathroom wearing a sports bra and trackpants, minding her own business. she probably didn't even notice i was awake. i watch her walk over to her closet and open it then pull out a black hoodie.

madison: no

she turns around and looks at me, looking confused as fuck.

billie: goodmorning

madison: goodmorning but no

billie: no what?

madison: don't put it on. it'll ruin the view.

she laughs and then throws the hoodie at me

billie: you're gonna need that. i'm also gonna have to change the sheets. and im hanging out with finn

i look at the ceiling trying to remember everything we did last night. or yesterday generally.

billie: you don't remember do you?

madison: no

she frowns then laughs

billie: it's okay. i remember.

she walks over to the bed and wraps her hand around my throat then kisses me. her hand slips down my body, her lips following as she moves down to my neck.

madison: i thought you were hanging out with finneas

billie: i'm not allowed to get some pussy first?

madison: no. you're not. besides you can wait

billie: i can't wait if my mind is telling me to check up on you every five minutes.

madison: why do you need to check up on me every five minutes?

billie: cause i'm scared

she kisses me once more and gets up.

billie: if you need me i'll be in finneas' room alright?

madison: okay.

she walks out and i get up and have a shower. when i get out i wear one of her shirts and track pants. i also changed the sheets so she doesnt have to then i went into finneas' room and sat on the bed. billie was singing a song while facing his computer and he was on the bed next to me so he knew i was in there.

please don't try to kiss me on the side walk
on your cigarette break
i can't afford to love someone
who isn't dying by mistake in silver lake

what is it about them?
i must be missing something
they just keep doing nothing
too intoxicated to be scared

she turns to finneas with a soft smile and it only grows bigger when she sees me

billie: hi mamas

she jumps on the bed and tackles me down, finneas taking this as an advantage to get his chair back.

billie: that was my spot!

finneas: yes billie. it was.

he laughs in victory and spins around in it.

billie: okay so do we have that song finished?

finneas: yep but we gotta move on. which one do you wanna do next?

billie: which one do you wanna do next finneas?

finneas: i love you

billie: i lub you toooooooooo