I just wanted to talk about how much hospitals freak me out.
The actual examination is bad enough, I mean holy crap its some stranger poking around your body with tools, and it's just wtf stop this is my body and I really don't consent to this but I don't have a choice because my mom makes me go. The buildings are so tall and I have a fear of heights and it smells like sick people all the time almost like a nursing home. I don't understand why some person I have never met until today is allowed to check my fucking underwear just because I'm in puberty now. Also the dysphoria? through the roof :( aside from my gender therapist, no one tries to use my pronouns or name even if it is on my form. I hate it. You're surrounded by scary, strange things all the time and it's terrifying. All these pamphlets telling you about how you could drop dead in a second, or that since you're slightly overweight you could get these 50 fatal diseases. at my last eye exam, they dropped a liquid into my eye and I couldn't see for a few hours. I just don't get why people would choose to go to that disgusting place.
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