To the moon and back

Chapter 11

I wake up to the sun shining in my eyes. I look around. We're in the office. Ryder's still in his chair and I'm on his lap. His head is tilted to the side. His computer is on and he has a pen in his right hand. I guess he fell asleep doing work.

Poor baby is up really late doing work. I slowly slide off his lap. I tip toe out of the office and walk into the kitchen. I get the ingredients out i need for pancakes.

I make chocolate chip pancakes and bacon. I put some on a plate. I walk as quietly as I can to the office.

I slowly open the door and Ryder's still sleeping. I walk over to him and set the plate on his desk. I walk out of the office and into the living room.

I look around trying to figure out what I could do. I grab my phone and lay on the couch. I scroll through Instagram for a while. Which is pretty boring. So I decide to bug Ruby.

Me: hey are you awake?
Ruby: yes is something wrong? Did Hunter not show up?
Me: no he didn't come yet. Ryder didn't leave he's actually still sleeping.
Ruby: oh so you're bored
Me:well when you put it that way
Ruby: why don't you watch tv.
Me: I would but I know something bad's going to happen on vampire diaries and I don't want to cry
Ruby: ok how about a movie you could watch a movie
Me: am I annoying you
Ruby:no but I have work today and need to go ready
Me:oh ok I didn't know I'm sorry
Ruby:you don't have to be sorry

I sigh and put my phone on the coffee table. I turn on the tv and turn on some random movie. I watch about half of it. I hear footsteps walking into the living room. "Angel you didn't have to make me breakfast." I smile and turns around on the couch so I can see him.

"I know but I-I wanted to do something nice. Besides you we-were sleeping and looked so cute." He smiles "well thank you." He says and kisses my forehead "you're welcome." He grabs my lifting me up. I wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. "I'm showering." He says and I smile "can I-I join." He chuckles "of course." I smile and gently kiss him.

We shower and get dressed. We're now in bed watching tv and cuddling. Well I'm not watching tv Ryder is. I'm tracing his tattoos. "Baby." "Yes Angel." "Are you mad th-that I don't want to have sex un-until we're married." I quietly say. "No why would you think that." "Well Hunter has said multiple times now ab-about him getting with chics and you're not."

He laughs and cups my cheeks forcing me to look at him. "He fucks random chics that he barely knows their names. And me.." he stops talking and smiles. "I have the most adorable and loving girlfriend ever." I smile and blush a little. "So you-you're not mad." He shakes his head and pulls me towards him.

He presses his lips against mine. I move a little and wrap my arms around his neck. He pulls away.

"I may have had sex with random chic in the past, but now I would rather be with you then having a one night stand with some chic." He says and kisses my nose.

I giggle and move resting my head against his chest. My stomach growls and Ryder looks at me. "Angel did you eat this morning." "I-I had a piece of bacon." I quietly say. "Angel you were doing so good." "Well I-I wasn't..." he cuts me off.

"Don't give me the I wasn't hungry crap. Get your ass downstairs and eat." "B-but it's..." he rolls his eyes and gets out of bed. "No buts now go downstairs and eat before I drag you down and shove food down your throat." He says very angrily and loud basically a yell.

I gulp and climb out of bed. I slowly walk downstairs and into the kitchen. I get a few pancakes and warm them up. I grab a fork and sit at the table.

"You better be eating." Ryder says as he walks downstairs. "I-I am." I quietly say. I know he can't hear me but I don't care. He's being mean and grumpy.

He wouldn't actually drag my downstairs and shove food down my throat right? I mean that would probably making my stomach a lot more upset then when I eat. When I eat it takes like at least 30 minutes to eat. If he'd shove food down my throat I know he's stop after like 10 minutes. Right?

"Are you eating?" He says angrier then before. "Y-Yes." I say loud enough that he can hear. "Well you didn't answer me before." And there he goes back to being the grumpy gang leader he was when he yelled at me.

I angrily wipe the tears away. I pick at my food pushing it around and every so often taking a small bite. "Hunter will be here in 20 minutes." "Ok." I force myself to say. I don't get why he's so grumpy. I get it I'm not eating as much as I should be, but I'm trying. He doesn't have to yell at me all because I didn't eat.

He should be happy I'm getting up every day and doing things. Most of the girls that were with me. They barely get out of bed. They're so use to being in a room that that's what they do. He should be glad I get up every morning. Get dressed,shower, clean, do schoolwork. But no he has to yell at me all because I didn't fucking eat breakfast.

He said I only had to eat 2 meals a day that I shouldn't force myself to eat. Well that changed quickly. I wipe the dumb tears away. Though they went from a few tears to a river. I look at my lap.

The kitchen door opens "Hunters h..." Ryder stops talking and looks at me. "Why aren't you eating? I told you to eat." It's quiet for a little "well pick up the damn fork and eat."

"I'm n-not hungry." I scream and wipe the tears away yet again. Suddenly I'm pulled out of my seat and pressed against the wall. "Don't yell at me." Ryder screams. "If you want to yell at me and be bad I'll punish you." I slowly look up at him. His eyes are completely black. He wraps his hand around my throat choking me. Not like when we're kissing no he's like squeezing my throat and I can barely breath.

"Do you want to rephrase what you said earlier?" He asks. Tears are streaming down my cheeks. "Huh" He says and tightens his grip around my neck. I whimper and claw at his hand trying to move his hand off my throat.

"B-Baby" I barely whisper. He smiles and lifts me off the floor a little. I let out an even louder whimper. "Say it again." He says and I gulp. "Sat it." He yells. "B-B-Baby" I say so quietly i could barely hear it.

"Ryder let her go." I hear Hunter say. "You shut up." Ryder says and glares at Hunter. I gulp and continue clawing at his hand. "Pl-please." I quietly say.

This isn't him. This isn't Ryder at all. Somethings going on or took over. This isn't him. He'd never hurt me.

"Ohh my god Ryder what the hell are you doing." That's Ruby's voice. Ryder smiles and looks at Ruby. He tightens his grip around me even more. I can breath at all. I whine and claw at his hand. I kick my legs hoping he'll let go.

This isn't Ryder at all. He may have gotten mad at me before and might have yelled before, but he has never gotten physical. Something isn't right. This isn't him.

My vision starts to get blurry and the last thing I see is Ryder's eyes going from that dark black to his normal green. After that everything goes black.