*WARNING* Through out this story there is mention of depression, self - image, swearing and things related (like, panic attacks, eating, screaming & nightmares). Also contains some references to sex. Please do not read if you are trigged by these things* My past has been ugly. Trauma and struggle had let into a never ending spiral of my own destruction. Slowly becoming more of a risk to myself, Steve saw an opportunity to help, and being Captain America, something he couldn't ignore. So I moved into the Avengers Tower, started to create a new life amongst a new group of people, and was slowly getting better. The Winter Soldier changed everything. I had no idea what was going on and not sure I wanted to. Steve was helping this new Solider back to normal life and the team was never in. My thoughts were the only company I had, which is never good. But, after persuasion, the soldier is living with me and trying his best to help my recovery. - Creds of cover picture go to the owner - - Started May 2016 - - Finished May 2017 -