Sidharth's gaze moved to my lips. I closed my eyes as his warm breath brushed my lips. 'What am I doing?' I ask myself mentally. Then sidharth's face detached from mine, I slowly opened my eyes and sidharth's back was facing me. "Sorry" he says after a moment of silence. I didn't reply and walked out of his room. 'What was I thinking?' I barely even know Sidharth. "Ugh, I'm so stupid" I say as I lay on my bed. Then I decided to pull out my diary and write a few words in it. But when I opened it, I couldn't think of what to write so I read the previous pages. Then I turned to the page that held all 'his memories,' I felt a lump in my throat. My chest felt tight and tears started to flow down my red cheeks. " Why can't I just forget you!?" I yell as throw my diary across my room and it landed near the door of my room, where Sidharth was standing and before I could take the diary, Sidharth quickly picked it up.