UNDESERVING

Chapter 12

MEW'S POV

   As I was heading towards my office chambers, I saw Gabby running towards me

"Daddy!! I heard that mommy collapsed and is in the clinic, let's go fast hurry" Gabby said as he held my hands to drag me along

"Aren't you meant to be studying now? Your mother is not going to die, there is no need to visit, now go back and let your Scholar educate you" I said as anger was slowly rising in me, he left his studies just for that slut he calls mother??

"But Daddy, mommy will be sad if we don't visit and I really want to see him, what if my sibling is hurt" Gabby said with eyes full of tears ready to drop anytime soon

"Gabriel!!!!...do not let me repeat myself, go back to your studies and stop thinking of worthless people now!!" Mew shouted which made little Gabby run away with tears rolling down

GABBY'S POV

I won't listen to Daddy,I will go and see mommy. I wonder what's wrong with them, I hardly see them together, mommy no longer stays in daddy's room, did they fight?...but they always reconcile five minutes later, I don't understand what's going on, after the death of grandpa, everything changed..we are no longer a happy family

I heard some servants and guards saying that mommy is responsible for the  death of grandpa but that's not possible because my mommy isn't like that, I was really angry at them for talking about my mother like that and threatened to tell my daddy to fire them if I hear them gossiping about mother again.

But what if daddy also believes that mommy killed grandpa, is that why he is treating mommy this way?..I won't allow that, daddy is really making me to start hating him.

I realized that I had reached the clinic, I entered and saw mommy lying on one of the beds and Mr Sing the Royal Physician was talking to him, I guess they were engrossed in what they were saying that they didn't notice my presence

"...you are not eating properly my Queen, you're also stressing yourself a lot, it can cause you complications during childbirth, please take care of yourself, I really don't know how to tell King Mew to allow you to stop working and stressing yourself, it isn't good for your health at all"Mr Sing finalized

"I hope nothing happens to my baby but I really have no choice, Mew won't listen to me" Mom said

"I will talk to daddy mommy!" I said as I made my presence known to them

"Good day my Prince, aren't you meant to be studying now?" Mr Sing asked as he bowed to me

"My mother is more important than anyone and anything to me, I can't study knowing that my mother is here" I said as I walked towards mommy who looked like he wanted to cry, I then lay in the bed hugging him

GULF'S POV

"Gabby baby, I really missed you so much, I'm sorry I didn't come to see you" I have missed my baby a lot, I'm really lucky to have a son like Gabby who believes in me

"I missed you too mommy, are you sick?..why are you here, you look tired mommy...did something happen between you and Daddy? He looked angry when I wanted him to come with me to visit you just like other days but he was really angry" my baby boy said in one go

"I'm not sick anymore, just you being here with me is the best medicine, I love you my son" I said while kissing my cute son's cheeks, I'm really sorry Gabby..I wanted us to be a happy family but I don't think that would ever happen again, your daddy would get married to someone else soon, I hope you would still remember me when that time comes

Please don't be like you father, you and your sibling are the only people in my life now, I won't be able to handle it if you also forget me, I wish I could tell you all these but I want your father to be the one to tell you about his marriage, I won't be able to handle my tears if I am to tell you about it

"Ok I have to go to one of my patients house for her treatment, I would be back soon" Mr Sing said then carried his necessary equipments and left

"I want to lie down with you mommy, I missed your scent" my baby said while I obliged of course, within some minutes he slept off and I followed suit.

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"Gabby!!!!"

I was woken up by a loud shout and sat up,only to recognize that it was Mew's voice, I panicked, my baby was still sleeping soundly and I didn't want to disturb him, just then, Mew entered

"So he's sleeping here when he's meant to be studying huhh" Mew said and was about to wake Gabby up but I stopped him

"Mew sorry your Majesty please don't wake him up, he looked really tired, let him skip his classes today please" I begged him, my son looks really stressed out and I feel very guilty because I know it's because of Mew and I.

"You don't tell me what to do foolish man, he is my son and whatever I want to do will be none of your business, you're trying to make my son be an incompetent fool like you but I won't let that happen under my watch" Mew said in anger looking at me fiercely but what hurt me was his words, he never cease to hurt me with his words, is this how he has always seen me?...why then did he come for me?..was his love just an illusion?

"Your Majesty Gabby is also my son, in this case I know that I have the right to also decide for him, please I beg you let him sleep some more, I will wake hi.." I didn't finish what I was saying before Mew slapped me so hard but l didn't have time to feel the pain because...

"Daddy!!!!" Gabby shouted looking at Mew with his eyes wide, oh my God, Gabby was not supposed to see this, has he been awake all these while?...no no, what should I tell him now

"G-Gabby, you're awake?...Uhm baby I'm good now, let's go" I sat wanting to stand up but...

"No mommy!!..Daddy just hit you now, daddy never hit you, what's happening? Daddy why did you hit mommy? I thought you love my mommy!" Gabby asked Mew who was just standing not saying anything with no atom of remorse in his face

"Gabby it wasn't that painful and your daddy didn't mean it okay" I tried to pacify the situation

"If you had listened to me when I told you to go back to your study, this wouldn't have happened...do not let your useless mother to corrupt you with his evil behaviors"Mew said which shocked me to the core, how can he say all these about me to Gabby

"My mother is not useless and evil!...I HATE YOU DADDY!!!" Gabby screamed and ran out, I wanted to run after my son to console him but..

"You have seen what you have done right??...are you happy now you slut, my son now hates me just because of you" Mew growled at me

"I didn't do anything Mew, he saw when you slapped me" I defended myself

"That was because you annoyed me stupid, get back to work you fool, I have an engagement party to organize" Mew said while smirking..he just wants to hurt me I know that

"Why are you treating me this way Mew?...it's so hard for me to believe that you could change towards me like this, after what we shared? Don't you even have a little trust for me Mew

You're abandoning me when I need you the most, I know you don't like to hear this but Mew the child I'm carrying in my womb belongs to you, I have never been with anyone apart from you, I really don't know what turned you away from me like this but I'm sorry, I also know that from the depth of your heart you do not want to get married to Prince Song, please do not make a drastic decision that you would end up regretting, you can't play with a thing like marriage because you're angry towards me.

I will talk to Gabby about you, he's just angry now, do not mind what he said" I said everything and was leaving before I stopped and without turning back I said..

"No matter what happens Mew, I would always love you and take care of our children even though our second child will grow up without a fatherly love but do not worry, I will be everything to him/her" I said and left quickly before my tears starts to stream down.