My One And Only

Chapter 20

Eva POV

I get up to Jess's room.

I sit down on the bed and just break down.

A few minutes later Anna comes in.

"Hey Eva don't cry" she says and I can tell she's been crying aswell

"You have" I giggle "can you blame me" "no"

"Why didn't she speak to me or even us I've always said she can tell me anything or how she's feeling" I sniff "like I said downstairs she may of felt like a burden and mental health is a hard thing for some people to open up about" Anna says "I know your right"

"I really hope she makes it I need her to I don't know what I'd do without her" I say and more tears roll down my cheeks

"We all need her to make it we've all been so much happier when she's around she brings the best out in people" Anna says

"She always puts herself before others although when she comes home she needs to put herself first for a bit for the sake of her mental health" I say

"Right I'm going to phone her mom" I say

I get up and look for her phone.

"I can't find her phone" "is it in the bathroom" Anna suggests

I look it the bathroom to see it clean.

"Do you know who cleaned this" I ask Anna

"I think Christian and Zach did" Anna says "I'll have to thank them"

"Yeah they're going crazy I think" Anna says "well we're all like there sisters"

I find Jess's phone on the side in the bathroom.

I turn on her phone and see her background it was a picture of me and her.

I feel myself tear up once more.

"Are you going to be okay doing this" "yeah I'll be fine" I reply to Anna

I grab one of Jess's hoodies out of her closet and put it on, it smells so much of her.

I sit down on her bed and open her phone.

I go through her contacts and eventually find one named 'Mum'

I click on it aad phone her.

"Put her on loudspeaker incase you know cry or something I can take over" Anna says "good idea"

I put it on loudspeaker and wait for someone to answer but they don't.

"You'll have to phone her sister" Anna says "I can't tell her that her sister might die she's 17"

"Well that's why you ask to speak to her mom" "okay"

"Do you even know her sisters name" "of course I do her sisters names Izzy"

I scroll back through the contacts and find Izzy's name.

I call her and put it on loudspeaker.

A few seconds later someone answers.

"Jess this better be bloody important you've woken me up" her sister says groggily

"Erm no it's not Jess it's um Eva" "and Anna" Anna adds on 

"Is your mom there Izzy" I ask "err yeah I'll go get her is everything okay"

"Yeah well sort of" I say

"MUM" she shouts loudly making me and Anna jump.

"I'll pass her on to you bye" Izzy says "thank you bye Izzy"

"Hello" I hear Jess's mom say

"Um hey Ms. Thompson"

"Please call me Tanya but is everything okay"

"Well not really um Jess is in hospital" I say and feel a tear roll down my cheek

"Oh my goodness is she okay" "I well she um overdosed and cut herself she lost a lot of blood and is in a coma" I say and start to cry

"She's overdosed" I hear Izzy cry out

Fuck there on loudspeaker her sisters heard everything.

"Is she going to make it" Jess's mom asks "they don't know their trying their hardest"

"I'm so sorry Ms. Thompson I'm sorry I let this happen"

"Eva please don't blame yourself sweetie" her mom says

"Do you guys want to fly out here we can pay for your tickets" Anna asks"I would really love to but I can't I need to sort some stuff out regarding Jess and Izzy's dad" "oh right okay I hope that that goes okay" I say

"Please just keep me updated and when she wakes up which I know she will and please please just look after her"

"of course Ms. Thompson"

We finish talking to her mom and then I hang up.

"It's sad she can't come out here" I say "yeah it is has Jess ever mentioned her dad before" "no she hasn't I have no clue what that's about"

"I'm nervous boon" I say sniffing "I know you are and so am I but we need to have faith" "I know it's just I love her boon I can't lose her"

"Have you told her you love her" "no that's the thing what if she goes and then I never would get to tell her"

"No no no don't think like that she's going to make it okay" Anna trys to say confidently but I can tell she's not sure herself

"We should probably go to sleep" Anna says "yeah I guess"

We end up staying in Jess's room I cuddle with Anna and she quickly falls asleep.

I lay there awake I'm too nervous about Jess what if she doesn't make it.

I miss her so much I just want her here in my arms.

I wish she would've just told me how she was feeling she wouldn't be a burden.

I eventually fall asleep.