My One And Only

Chapter 119

*Trigger warning: mentions of sexual assault

Eva POV

"Are you okay" Anna asks me as I go downstairs in the morning

"Yes why wouldn't I be"

"You had a panic attack Eva, and you don't usually have them"

"Well I did but I'm fine now I promise"

I'm not fine, not at all.

Seeing Connor yesterday brought back flashbacks again.

I want to tell Jess so badly but I can't.

Just then Sab walks into the kitchen.

"I'm sorry for letting him round Eva" Sab says

"Don't worry about it"

"Where's Jess" I ask Anna

"I don't know I haven't seen her all morning" Anna replies

"Neither" I say

She wasn't in bed when I woke up and I have no clue where she's gone.

Hopefully nothing has happened that's the last thing I need.

Just then the front door opens and Jess walks in the house.

Thank god for that.

I run up to her and get a strong whiff of something.

It's weed.

What the fuck it's only 9AM.

"Jess" I say

"Mhm"

"Have you been smoking weed" I ask

"Yeah" she smiles and then hugs me

"It's 9AM though"

"So"

"Who did you smoke it with"

"I went round sway and me, Blake and Bryce smoked it" she replies

She goes to kiss me but I dodge it and push her away slightly.

"Hey" she frowns

"I'm sorry but you stink of weed and the smell gives me a headache"

She just rolls her eyes at me and walks off.

I hate it when she smokes weed for some reason she just becomes so rude, I thought it was meant to make people relaxed but clearly not.

I go back through to the kitchen to find Anna and see her in there with Jess and Dev.

Jess was busy raiding the cupboards for food.

"We're going to the santa Monica mountains today, do you want to come" Anna asks me

"Sure" I smile

"Bub are you going" I ask Jess

"Mdyge" she says as she eats a slice of toast

Ugh and she has no manners when she smokes either.

"Please speak when you've finished your mouthful" I say

She swallows her mouthful and then speaks.

"Maybe"

"Is that a better way to say it" she says but I ignore her I can't be bothered

"Anyway so we thought we'd go to the Santa Monica mountains and then in the evening go out for a meal" Anna says

"Sounds good" I smile