My One And Only

Chapter 87

*Three months later

Eva POV

It's been three months and we haven't heard from Jess.

Apart from my birthday she sent a happy birthday message that's it.

She hasn't posted on social media at all and I'm really really worried.

Of course we've all tried to get in contact with her but she just continues to ignore us.

Although she did speak to Anna and Katie at first but she's now pushed them away even.

I know she didn't mean to push them away and luckily so do Anna and Katie.

"She pinky promised she'd be back in two weeks" Anna says as a tear rolls her cheek

"She's okay" Katie says confidently but I know she's worried

"If something has happened we would know by now" Dev says

"It doesn't make us any less worried though" Cynthia says

"This is my fault" I continue to say

"Don't blame yourself" Daisy says

"But it's true if I hadn't of kissed Connor we would all be here right now with a happy Jess, not a Jess that won't speak to us and know nothing about what's going on with her"

"Wait I could ask my mum" Daisy says

"My mum and Jess's mum are bestfriends so I could ask my mum if she's spoken to Tanya about Jess and that way find out if she's okay" Daisy continues to say

"That's the best idea we have so do it" Emma says

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"My mum won't tell me how Jess is" Daisy says an hour later

"What why" Anna asks

"She promised Tanya she wouldn't tell anyone"

"So we're back to square one" Dev sighs

"No wait I have an idea" Anna says and grabs Katie's hand and runs to her room with her

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Jess POV

These past three months have been absolutely awful.

I've barely left my room, and if I do that's to grab food which is rarely.

I haven't really eaten, mum and Izzy keep bringing me food but I just put it in the bin.

I know I need to eat but I have no appetite.

I've only spoken to Anna and Katie, that was ages ago though and I stupidly pushed them away which I regret.

Oh and I messaged Eva on her birthday.

Speaking of birthday's mine is in two weeks.

Woo fun way to spend your nineteenth birthday, in your bedroom.

Just then my mum and Izzy walk into my room.

"Get up you're going out" my mum says excitedly but I groan

"What where"

"You've got a netball game"

"No, no, no" I say panicked

"What why don't you want to go"

"Mainly because I don't want to leave the house but I can't wear the netball uniform" I say