Broken hearts, Always get fixed.

Chapter 15

"yes.. But there are some things I should tell you before we go deeper into this relationship..." He says playing with his hands. Just when I thought everything was good... He does this..

//AN! So before we get started I wanted to give a quick lil trigger warning to those sensitive with the topic abuse. Now normally I don't right about abuse but I had an idea for this chapter and wanted to try it. I will give another trigger warning before the paragraph comes out so y'all sensitive with the topic can scroll past. :) 

(No one's POV) 

Ellen sits up and gets out of bed Patrick still playing with his hands. Ellen starts pacing around the room and eventually stops. 

"What... What did you do.." Ellen says with her voice breaking. She doesn't want to know what the answer will be but she knows she needs to find out. 

"ellen..." He says as he looks up and sees her across the room sitting with her back against the wall and her head in hands. She looks up and looks right back down. 

'crap. I never call her Ellen unless it's something bad or she did something wrong.. Now she thinks it serious." He says in his mind. 

She gets up and walks to door and unlocks it tears threatening to fall from her eyes. 

"it's fine.. I just got a message from Shonda saying everyone is free.. I'll see you on set. Patrick" She cleared her throat with that she walked out of the room. 

Ellen couldn't even form words. She was so hurt- She knew not to get attached. She knew that if she did 'things' would happen again and he would leave like he did once before. Ellen grabbed a bottle of water from the kitchen making her way back upstairs to collect her items. Everyone else in the house has already left- They couldn't wait to leave. 

Ellen made it upstairs and hear faint pounding. This didn't bring back good memories to Ellen and she was worried but she needed to get her stuff and leave this house and the memories behind. She walks into the room and see's Patrick packing his things first. 

"Everyone else is gone.." She says walking to get her suitcase from the closet. 

"El.. listen to me please." 

"No... I'm done listening Patrick. Im done doing whatever this is. Im done getting hurt." She says stepping back from him. (Trigger warning!!) Patrick is clueless to what happened between Chris and Ellen when he got drunk and with him being clueless so he steps closer.

"Ellen I said listening to me" he said with more anger in her voice. That's when Ellen collapsed to the floor and buried her head in hands and started sobbing while breathing out the words-

"Stop! Leave. me alone." She said breathlessly. Patrick became aware of what he had done to her and what it meant-

"el... Im so sorry-" He says leaning down next to her pulling her into his tight embrace.

"Did.. He hurt-" he couldn't finish the thought of Chris hurting his Ellie made his blood boil. 

"Hurt me..?" She said looking up at him. "Yeah.... When he got drunk- Really drunk. One night it just happened and I thought... I just thought It was one time thing until it started to happen more often. More often being... every once a week.. To twice a week. I didn't know how to stop it- So I just let him." She says tears falling out of her eyes. 

"Oh El.. I didn't know- I didn't mean to-" 

"I know... I know.." She says leaning more into him. "I know.." She whispers. To be honest at this moment in time everything was so clear to her- He was made for her. It's fate always bringing them together. since 2005 it has always been fate. She needed him just as much as he needed her. So she spoke up. 

"I'm sorry." She blurted out before continuing. "I'm sorry for being to cuddly. Im sorry for being so observate and obsessive, But the truth is.. It's because I love you- The three words i've been wanting to say since 2005. There I said it and i'm glad I did because well it true. I know you had Jillian and I had Chris and then there was the whole cast- But Im saying it now because its fate. Fate keeps bringing us together. And i'm not one to believe in fate but us- together that's an act of fate." 

"I love you to El." He says calmly as if he had been holding in those three words that would change everything forever. 

He brings his finger to her chin and lifts it up to give her a gentle kiss. 

"Always and forever right?" He says pulling away.

"Always and forever." She says with a smile. And with that they are together. At least- For real this time. And they plan on keeping it that way.