Broken hearts, Always get fixed.

Chapter 32

They have a very long, exhausting night ahead.. 

(Ellen's POV) 

I can't believe i'm engaged again. To the love of my life this time. I here my phone ringing so I go to pick it up when I see its from Chris. Im hesitant but pick it up anyway. 

"Hello?" 

"Ellen? Its Rosalee... Something has happened- to Chris.. He needs you." 

"WHAT!?" By this time Patrick is upstairs staring at me.
"What happened to him!?" 

"He had an accident... Ellen it's bad and he is asking for you. He only wants to see you and Patrick." 

"Wh-Where are you guys.." 

"pac northwest." 

"We'll be there."

I start grabbing clothes and putting them into a carry on bag, One for me and one for Patrick. 

"El? What is wrong? Where are we going?" He says coming up and grabbing my forearms lightly. 

"Chris... He- He is in the hospital. He will only talk to me and you that's it. We have to go." 

"Ellen?" He says trying to stop me so he can talk. 

"JUST LET ME GO! WE NEED TO GO!" I shout which startled him. He let go and started putting his things away. I looked at him confused. 

"Clearly you need to do this alone.. Just make sure you call me when you get there and when your driving back ok?" He commented. 

I just nod my head and begin to cry.. Patrick rushes over to me and brings me into his tight embrace slowly rubbing circles on my back in loving way. Why am I crying over Chris.. Im engaged to Patrick. The love of my life. I shouldn't be crying over my ex. 

I stop crying and Patrick takes my bag to the car and kisses me goodbye before I start my drive to the hospital. What is going on with him? Why is he only going to talk to me? His wife is there but yet he only wants to talk to me? Maybe we wants to apologize? All the things ran through my head- Every bad scenario ran through my head, Every good scenario tan through my head. The more I was thinking the more I forgot where I was and before I knew it I was less than 10 minutes away I called Rosalee and told her. 

"Rosalee? Im 10 minutes away." 

"Ok.." I could tell she was tired. 

"Hey Rosalee. When I get there im going to give you my house key so you get have a shower, get some sleep, and eat ok?" She didn't respond until seconds later with a simple 'ok.' 

I get to the hospital and I park. While walking into the hospital I text Rosalee to let her know. They show me where Chris is being held. When I get on the floor Chris was being held on the tension was so dense.. She heart breaking.. so cold. 

'there are moments... moments that in a split second your life changes forever, And before you know it. Your somewhere else.' 

'I think you can't wait for someone to fly underneath you and save your life. I think you have to save yourself.' 

'knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping, and even the biggest failure even the worst of the worst. it beats the hell out of trying.' 

"Rosalee.." I say walking to the women sitting in a chair. 

"Hi ellen. Sorry.. Im just.. They need to pull the plug.. I-i-i-i-i I just cant.... I cant go in there." she said while sobbing. He- He is brain dead.. I took to long. 

"Rosalee... Go to my house. Patrick is there he will let you into the spare room. Here take my key." I say with a slight smile handing her the key. She gladly accepts and stands up to give me a hug- Although I was surprised I hug her. Even though Derek's death was fake I still needed a hug after.. Hugs are a temporary cure. She walks off and I say goodbye to Chris before heading home as they unplugged him before I got there. 

I step into my car and call Patrick. 

"Hey.." 

"Hey El.. Rosalee is here she is taking a shower now." I sigh in relief.

"Ok i'll be home shortly." 

I start to drive home. Today has been so depressing. I mean i'm engaged for heaven sakes I should be mary freakin poppins but no instead I said goodbye to my already dead ex-husband who gave me absolute shit.  

I arrive home and get my keys. I hear laughing and immediately knew Rosalee was drunk. I unlock the door and when I walk in, I see something I didn't think I would ever see... 

A/N: MWAHAHAH I told you the drama was not gone! Anyway I HATE HATE HATE THIS CHAPTERRRR!! It stupid and terrible writing but I needed to upload and this is all I had SO SORRY! I still hoped you enjoyed! <3