Junior year is starting. I'm 16. And in a few months, I will be 17. kylie says that as soon as Junior Year started I became a total bore. I stopped hanging out with people. I stopped going shopping. I practically put a hold on my life. And these days my mood swings are going off the hook.
Thomas a guy I once thought I knew and hated is dead to me. I thought he had changed... But after what he did, I doubt it.
I don't know why this bothers me so much. I really don't, especially with after what happened. But I can't stop myself from feeling things I should not be feeling for him. I guess Jake is now a past crush to me. I have officially become a loner. I don't really care. As long as my grades are good and I get out of here.
I hate Thomas so much.
My brother is dead
It was all my fault
He knew Jayden died. His family was the only ones who knew besides my family. And the next day at school the whole school was talking about how my brother died. And how I was the cause of it. That's when I lost it. I went up to him and slapped him. I guess I needed to hit something that time cause I feel really guilty hitting him. I'm not bad just... depressed. Or else that's what my therapist says. She knows nothing
My brother's death was my fault and my mom does everything in her hands to not make me forget that. I miss the old her. I miss her so much.
I want her hugs, her kisses, her soothing words. I miss my dad too. He and my mom filed a divorce the very next day Jayden died. Because of me, my whole family shattered. Soon I started having nightmares, anxiety attacks, and panic attacks. The doctors said I had anxiety and depression.
I need someone in my life. Someone who understands me. Someone who will love me. Someone who will cherish my dreams and goals in life.
I need somebody's help.
Hi guys! I'm sorry I have not posted. I don't have that many readers yet but I will only hope. If anyone has read this please send this to your friends and family. And I am going to have a small contest. I need some trailers. I am posting the characters in the next chapter. If you all have any ideas please let me know. In the comments please tell me if you can make the trailer or not
Lots of love, sash
PS sorry this was a short chapter. It was pretty heavy but this going to be the best story!
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Teen Fiction'Before you start your future, find yourself now. Think about how you want to be and who you want to be." This was one quote that Hannah Ryder heard many times as soon as she headed into middle school and throughout high school. To Hannah, her life...
