Why do I breathe? Why do I think? Why do I lay awake when I should sleep?
Why do I hurt? Why do I feel? Why do I panic at the sound of a phonecall? Why does it hurt to breathe? Why can't I feel? Why does it hurt so bad when I feel?
Why do I always feel so anxious? Why do I have a thousand thoughts? Why do I smile and Laugh when all I want to do is scream and cry and let out my pain?
Why am I always angry? Why can't I just have one day where I can smile and laugh and not feel like it's fake? Why can't I just be happy? Why do I mess everything up when everything is going good?
Why can't I just let myself be happy? Why do I push myself until I break until I'm laying on the floor of my shower crying wishing to end it all? Why can't I Just let everything go stop worrying stop shaking stop crying stop breaking?
Why can't I just simply be?
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PoetryRandom poems about my feelings. Any images used i do not own unless I specified it as my own. I'm sorry if it sucks im a first time writer any renditions are accepted and constructive criticism or if you ever need to talk my door is always open just...
