MY RUDE HUSBAND (complete)

Six

Morning came and I was still busy on my laptop, you’d think I'd be tired but I am used to this, not sleeping that is. I used to have nightmares until the day China came, sometimes when he's not sleeping with me they come back but now I just avoid them by sleeping less hours and investing that time in my school work or I'd sometimes read books just to pass time.

I was startled by the lamp light going on,'fuck!!' I hissed putting my hands on my chest, I’m sure you all are aware that I like talking to myself and swearing, misusing the F word, to be honest I don't know how or where I adopted this trait from, sometimes I really feel like I'm losing my mind, the type of things says and think are really not help at all, I need medical help anyway.  I heard the balcony door opening...I looked at him and he looked at me., seriously I'm was in the don't fuck with me mood right now, I feel like I'm suffering from some multiple personality disorder sometimes I'm like this sometimes like that, you can never know with me, I think this thing started when I was twelve, I was on my own so I started creating some imaginary people with different characters so I had to fit in all roles ...

Back to the thing at hand I could feel that my moods were playing with me, so I stared right back at him, after what felt like a decade he decided to break eye contact 

"how long have you been up?" 

I just looked at him with the are your crazy look, rolled my eyes and went back to my work. 

"Jesus it's freezing here; can’t you feel shit" 

If he's trying to start a conversation he seriously needs to do more than, 

“, you mute now?" is this guy for real? 

"is there something you want?" *sigh*

Nigger went inside ,came with a pillow and a blanket and slept on the other couch ,now if he was expecting me to say something then he hit rock  bottom, he can freeze to hell for all I care, before I knew it he was fast asleep ,I decided it's best I sleep too, I hate Mondays so I'm going to  need all the energy I can get ,for the first time in a long time sleeping felt nice ,well....that was until I heard a weird voice ,a broken voice Peirce my ears ,fuck no!!the cries  pierced my heart ,I thought I was dreaming but no ...I knew I wasn't, I was having a beautiful dream so it couldn't have been ...the voice got louder and louder, it sounded like Carlos's voice, I quickly woke up and what I saw broke me ,I don't know why I felt a  strange pain in the pit of my stomach ,I quickly made way to him he was busy screaming "no"" no” “no" I tried shaking him awake because now his voice was screeching as though he was going to cry ...I shook him harder ,by now I was  starting to get scared, I shook him and this time he woke up ,I was eye to eye with him ,he had grey eyes with a touch of blue ,his eyes were really pretty, but the site before me scared me ,he  looked scared and vulnerable, like he lost something precious

"are you okay? you scared me" I was scared to even ask. 

He just looked me like I was crazy 

"uuhmmm...do you want to talk about it?"

"pretend like this never happened "he said in a harsh tone. 

Ooh. Lord what's this? is he embarrassed because he had a nightmare or what? I know what he's asking is impossible and I know myself well enough to know I never do what I'm told instead I do the opposite, tell me NOT to do anything then I'm most likely to do it.

After walking out he went straight to the bathroom, I checked the time and it was now six in the morning, I got classes in two hours ,I went to my bag to take out my clothes ,I took out my grey pants ,white knitted sweater ,long sleeved vest and grey winter boots ,I  packed my books in my bag and folded the blankets ,when I finished he was also done ,gave me the dirtiest look ever ,I figured he's Moody too so I'm not about to succumb to them ,I got mine to deal with ,if he isn't about to talk about what happened then I’m not too ,it's not like I asked him to come sleep outside.