I don't remember falling asleep, honestly the last thing I remember was listening to Lijah talking about my baby pictures.
when I opened my eyes I immediately noticed that it was now dark outside.
Next thing I noticed was that Elijah was still here, sleep.
I shook my head and sat up slowly, trying not to wake him up.
Once I was standing I stretched and removed my shirt.
After grabbing baller shorts from my dresser I dropped my jeans and put them on, making sure Elijah was still asleep before I did so.
After that I walked up to the bed and slowly crouched down.
Gently I grabbed at his shoe laces and removed his shoes this time
I went slow, trying my hardest not to wake him up. Once they were off I placed them near the door and walked back over to my mirror, tying my dreads up.
Finally I grabbed a blunt I had already rolled earlier and put it behind my ear before making my way to the back porch to smoke.
I slouched back in the chair, inhaling the smoke and letting it burn for a while before releasing it, immediately feel a calm wave come over me.
Honestly time became an after thought, after while shit got hazy and the sky lightened up a little bit, telling me it was close to morning time.
I wasn't tired though, only thing I really wanted to do right now was get high.
I shrugged to myself and rolled another blunt.
When I began to smoke that one too, my mind started wandering and shit.
The one thing that was constant was Elijah.
I already knew I cared about him, that wasn't hard for me to admit anymore.
What was hard for me to understand was how much I cared about him, or why I did.
I ain't like to see him upset.