in which you get to hear me scream about Broadway musicals-mainly Newsies.
added note:
also please ignore the absolute disaster of the first several parts. i was young and very cringy.
wow i really haven't updated this since 2020 and now it's march 2021
anyways hiiiii
a lot has happened since i last updated about my life
as far as colleges go, i was deferred from columbia university. i was pretty upset at first but now i'm just vibing and tbh i'm not sad anymore
but there's more!!!!
i was accepted into rit and i was even given their highest merit scholarship!! it's so surprising to me and like omg it's surreal to think they gave me that much!!
i'm still waiting to hear back from the university of rochester but hopefully it should be soon!! once i hear back from them i'll be able to commit to a school
(i'm just hoping they give me good aid bc i really don't wanna go to the university of alabama like my mom wants me to dear god please save me from this state)
i've also lost 85 lbs total!! i've been at a block for a while, but i've been slowly losing weight over that time. it started around thanksgiving where i started caring less bc of the holiday season, but i'm hoping to get back on track soon!!
and what's really exciting is i dropped two shirt sizes and have been transforming my style since i've had to buy new clothes
here are pictures again of my transformation so far:
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december 2019
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march 2021
i still have about 30-40 lbs more to lose to reach my goal but as of right now i'm just tryna focus on my mental health (which has been kinda rough lately) before i focus on my weight loss again
another thing this journey has also succeeded in doing is fixing my eating habits!! i've been doing this for almost a year now, so it's crazy to me to think i've been working on my diet for so long
and lastly,
my pronouns are now she/they!!
i'm not 100% sure where i stand with my gender identity, but i've been feeling a strong connection with demigirl and am feeling that's what i am. i came to this awakening only recently so it's still pretty new to me and i'm still figuring things out
but it feels right!!
anyways that's it for my life update
i hope you're all doing well and i miss you all :(((
diseased and camp carpe diem have just been chilling without updates for a while but idk if i'll be able to update them soon bc senior year is a pain in the ass
