𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 // 𝙅𝙅𝙆

45 - Obvious

JK's P.O.V.

"You seem very quiet today?"

I turn my head into the direction of Yoongi sitting next to me. We were currently waiting for the other members to finish up their photoshoot at an area that was a little bit away from the staff.

"I'm just tired."

"Don't tell me you stayed up playing games again. We've had this conversation before." Yoongi was elegantly sitting in his chair with both his eyes closed, but for some reason I still felt intimidated by him.

"I didn't. I just had trouble falling asleep."

Actually, I was up playing games, but only for a bit. I only did it because I thought that it could help me get my mind off Ally and her final audition that she has tomorrow.

"You? Having trouble falling asleep?"

Ah crap! Maybe I should've gone with something else. Well, too late now, I just hope he hasn't figured it out.

"Does this have anything to do with Ally?"

And he figured it out... It still scares me to know how well he can read people.

"It is, isn't it?" Yoongi finally managed to open his eyes and look at me. I didn't say anything. I just stayed quiet and looked down at my hands.

"You guys are dating, aren't you?"

This alone was enough to make me whip my head up and look at him with wide eyes, shocked on how he might know that. There was no point in trying to deny it though since he knows very well when I lie.

"How do you know?"

"You're asking me, the same person who found out that you had a little crush on her before anyone else. You don't think I wasn't going to notice how close you two have gotten and how you guys basically smile at each other constantly?"

"Were we that obvious?" He just straight up glares at me.

"To me, yes. It's a good thing that no one else has caught on to you guys."

"Would it be a bad thing if people knew?"

He manages to stop glaring at me and returns to his normal blank and serious face.

"What do you think?" Soon he goes back to laying his head back and closing his eyes.

A few moments of silence passed before he spoke again.

"I'm guessing you're still worried about her passing her auditions and becoming a trainee."

It's funny how well he knows me, even up to what I'm thinking or worrying about.

"Would it make me a jerk to say that a part of me doesn't want her to pass?"

I go back to looking down at my hands. In all honesty, I hated myself for having a part of me not wanting Ally to pass her auditions.

I was ashamed.

"Yes, but given the situation that you're in, it's understandable. Who in your situation wouldn't be worried about having to let go of someone they like?"

In the distance I hear Ally's laugh. I bring myself to look at her and see how happy she was. As I looked at her, I couldn't help but softly smile, but my heart was also aching at the same time.

"You don't think there's a way for me to stop me from losing her? I feel like the only way would be to stop her from auditioning, but then again that'll make me a sh*tty person."