Becky and Seth love story

The first night at home with our daughter Roux

Rebecca's pov
After I got Roux to stop crying after Kevin woke her up barking I laid on the couch with her on my chest and Kevin jumped up onto the couch and curled up next to me and Darrel was sitting on the top of the couch and Roux fell asleep. She was sleeping for 20-30 minutes and then I started to have to go to the bathroom but I couldn't move because I didn't want to wake Roux up so I called Colby over "Hey babe can you come here for a minute?" "Yeah I'm coming"*Colby walked over and I could tell that his heart was melting* "What do you need?" "Can you take Roux I need to go to the bathroom but she's asleep and I don't want to wake her up" "Yeah *he carefully takes Roux off of my chest and he sits down on the couch and lays her on his chest I get up and go to the bathroom and then I come back to the living room and both Colby and Roux are asleep* I didn't want to wake them up so I just lay on the couch next to Colby and Roux until the stupid doorbell goes off and wakes up Colby and Roux* "I'll get the door" *I walk over to the door and open it and see the one woman who I literally hate with my entire being and that is Shayna fucking Baszler "What the hell are you doing here?" "I just came to tell you that your kid should die" IT WAS AT THIS MOMENT SHE KNEW SHE FUCKED UP *I don't even say a word to her I just punch her square in her face and then I say "YOURE JUST JEALOUS THAT I HAVE SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME AND I LOVE HIM NOW GET OFF MY FUCKING PROPERTY BEFORE I CALL THE COPS ON YOU!!!" *then I slam the door in her face and turn around and Colby is standing right behind me holding Roux with his mouth hanging open and his eyes the size of watermelons* "Well that was insane" *we both start to chuckle and then I snap back into momma bear mode and I hear Roux crying so I take Roux and I walk over to the couch and lay her on my chest but she doesn't stop crying so I decided that I was going to go upstairs to the nursery and see if she's hungry* "I'm going to go up to the nursery and try to feed her and get her to stop crying" "Okay I love you" "I love you too babe can you bring me my phone and some lemonade please?" "Yeah" *Colby grabs my phone and some lemonade and brings it up to me* I decide to sing to Roux so I sing the only song I can think of which is Never grow up- by Taylor Swift
"You're a little hand wrapped around my finger and it's so quiet in the world tonight you're a little islands for it because you're dreaming so I took you win, turn on your favorite nightlight to you everything's funny you got nothing to regret I would give all I have honey if you could stay like that oh, darling, don't you ever grow up don't you ever grow up just stay this little oh, darling, don't you ever grow up don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple I won't let nobody hurt you won't let no one break your heart and no one will desert you just try to never grow up never grow up you're in the car on the way to the movies and do you war mortified your mom is dropping you off at 14 it is there's so much you can't do and you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots but don't make her drop you off around the block remember that she's getting older, too and don't lose the way that you dance around in your PJs getting ready for school oh, darling, don't you ever grow up don't you ever grow up, just stay this little darling, don't you ever grow up don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple and no one's ever burned you nothings ever left you scarred and even though you want to just try to never grow up take pictures and your mind of your childhood room memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home remember the footsteps, remember the words said and all your little brothers favorite songs I just realized everything I have is someday going to be gone so here I am in my new apartment and a big city they just dropped me off it's so much colder than I thought it would be so I talk myself in and turn my night light on wish I'd never grown up I wish I'd never grown up oh, I don't want to grow up wish I'd never grown up I would still be a little while, I don't want to grow up wish I'd never grown up it could still be simple oh darling don't you ever grow up don't you ever grow up, just stay this little oh, darling, don't you ever grow up don't you ever grow up, it could stay this simple I won't let nobody hurt you won't let no one break your heart and even though you want to please try to never grow up oh, don't you ever grow up oh, never grow up just never grow up" after I finish singing Roux is fast asleep and I look up and I see Colby standing in the doorway smiling with tears running down his face then he says "I think that was the cutest thing I've ever seen" "I haven't sung like that since I was in high school and it felt amazing" "where did you learn that song?" "I used to listen to Taylor Swift all the time when I was in high school and I guess that I forgot about that song until now because it felt like I was supposed to be singing that song" *I get up from the rocking chair and I bring Roux to Colby and I's bedroom and lay her down in the bassinet and I lay down in the bed and Colby lays next to me and I turn to face Colby and he gives me a kiss that sort of felt different it was almost like a protective kiss but at the same time it was as if he was "desperate" for more than just a make out session* *his kiss made me feel "desperate" for more than a make out session and next thing I knew I just had my bra and panties on and Colby was only in his boxers but that was short lived because he rips them off and then he starts to kiss my neck and he goes to my boobs which I think he forgot are full of milk because as soon as he starts to suck on my nipples he gets embarrassed because he got a mouth full of breastmilk and he just looks up at me and swallowed the milk and says "remind me to never suck on your boobs like that again because I got a mouth full of breast milk and now I almost feel bad because that's Roux's food" *I don't say anything but I just nod and look at him and he knows what I want because as soon as he sees my face he starts to kiss my stomach and he slowly goes down and then he pulls my panties off and looks up at me and smirks and then he licks my clit which makes me throw my head back and he continues to lick my womanhood and then he looks up at me and says "do you think we can do more than this because I want to be in you but I don't want to hurt you" "Yeah but wear a condom" "Okay" *colby turns over to his nightstand and pulls out a condom and puts it on and then turns back over and he climbs on top of me and he looks down at me "Are you sure you want to do this?" "Yeah let's do it" * he slowly puts his member in my pussy and he starts to thrust slowly it hurts a little bit but I don't care I then tell him "stop going so slow and just fuck me" as soon as I say that he speeds up and he starts to hit my gspot which makes me start to feel like I'm like I'm going to cum but I don't want to wake Roux up so I grab my pillow and put it over my face but Colby being Colby takes the pillow away from me because he doesn't want me to suffocate and he keeps going and I'm so close to cumming and I could tell that Colby was too because I felt his member twitch which just sent me over the edge and I came so hard I couldn't control myself and I was about to scream but thankfully Colby realized it and he flipped me over but held my legs up behind me and kept going and I screamed into the mattress then he flipped me back over still inside me and looked at me and said "that was the best sex I think I've ever had" "me too but I had the pillow over my face because I didn't want to wake Roux up when I came" "I know that's why I flipped you over" "that's what I thought" *i look down and realize that Colby is still inside me so I ask him* "round 2?" "Hell Yeah but this time I wanna try a different position." "What position do you wanna try?" "I don't really know what it's called but it's where you lay on your side and I lay behind you and have sex from behind you but it's not anal so you don't have to worry about that" "Okay but Colby I have a feeling that Roux is about to wake up so can we wait?" "Yeah we can wait" just like I thought Roux starts to cry so I get out of bed and pick Roux up and as soon as I pick her up I feel that her diaper is full so I carry her to the nursery and lay her on the changing table and take off her onesie and I was just about to take off her diaper and then I realize that she had a massive blow out that went everywhere so I take her diaper off and I see just how bad the blow out was and I nearly throw up because it smells absolutely horrendous and I'm guessing that Colby smelled it too because he came into the nursery "what the fuck is that smell?" "It's Roux she had an insane blow out and she needs a bath" "Becca do you want me to give her the bath?" "Let's do it together" "Okay" * I carefully pick Roux up and carry her to the bathroom and Colby turns on the shower and adjusts the water temperature* "Colby make sure that the water isn't too hot because I don't want Roux to get burned" "Okay Becca do you want me to take Roux so you can check the water temperature?" "Yeah" *I hand Roux to Colby but I guess he didn't realize how bad the blow out was because when he took Roux his hand went directly into poo but I don't think Colby even cared because he didn't react but I just adjust the water and then I take Roux back and I tell Colby that he can get in first and then I'll hand Roux to Colby and then I get in so Colby hands Roux to me and I just take Roux and hold her on my chest because I don't care about the poo because I'm going to take a shower anyway so he hands Roux to me and he gets in and then I hand Roux back to Colby once he's in the shower and I get in and I take Roux back hold her on my chest and I grab the cup that we keep in the shower and fill it up with water and pour it on Roux's back and Colby grabs the washcloth and puts baby body wash on it and he gently starts to wash the poo off of her back and then Roux starts to cry a little bit but she stopped after the poo was off of her back and then we rinse off the soap from her back and then Colby asked me "should we wash her hair or just leave her hair alone?" "I think we should wash her hair because she still has the goo from giving birth in her hair." "Okay do we have baby shampoo and conditioner?" "Yeah but I'm not sure where it is but I think it would be okay if we use our regular shampoo and conditioner on her hair just this once as long as it doesn't get in her eyes, nose, or mouth" " Okay do you want to use your shampoo and conditioner or my shampoo and conditioner?" "I think we should use mine because it's not tested on animals and it's organic" "Okay" *Colby grabs my shampoo and puts a little bit in his hands and then rubs his hands together and then puts the shampoo in Roux's hair and makes sure that her hair is clean and then he asks me if I could get Roux flat on her back which I do and he rinses the shampoo out of her hair and then he does the same thing with the conditioner but before he rinses out the conditioner I grab the baby hair brush and I brush the conditioner through her hair and then he rinses the conditioner out of her hair* "babe can you hold Roux for a minute I have a feeling that Roux is getting tired so I was thinking that if I play some lullaby music" "Okay" *i get out of the shower and grab my phone and turn on some lullaby music and then I get back into the shower and we finish in the shower and get out and we get dressed and I put Roux in a clean diaper and onesie and then we go back to sleep and sleep the rest of the night

I'm aware that this is a really long chapter. I'm still trying to figure out this whole writing a story thing