After the reception

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Rebecca's pov
I wake up to hear that it's raining and it's Friday so Colby and I get out of bed and I pick Roux up "good morning my love" "good morning Becca bug" "can you please help me put on the kangaroo baby holder?" "Of course my love" Colby helps me put the baby holder on "Thanks coco I love you" "I love you too honey" "Can you help me get Roux into the baby holder please?" "Of course" Colby helps me get Roux in the baby holder and then I go downstairs and I start making breakfast for Colby and I. I decide to make French toast so I make the batter and then I put it in the oven and I cook it for 15 minutes and then I take it out of the oven and I put it on two plates and I put the plates on the coffee table and Colby comes down and he makes the coffee and brings me my coffee "Thanks for the coffee coco" "of course thanks for the breakfast it looks great" Roux starts to cry so I decide to take off the kangaroo baby holder and then I grab the blanket from the back of the couch and I put the blanket in my lap and I adjust my top and I feed Roux since I'm at home and the only other person that is in the house besides from Roux and I is Colby so I don't feel like I need to cover myself up while I'm feeding Roux. I decide to sing Happiness by Taylor Swift
Honey, when I'm above the trees I see this for what it is but now im right down in it all the years I've given is just shit we're dividing up showed you all of my hiding spots I was dancing when the music stopped and in the disbelief I can't face reinvention I haven't met the new me yet there'll be happiness after you but there was happiness because of you both of these things can be true there is happiness past the blood and bruise past the curses and cries beyond the terror in the nightfall haunted by the look in my eyes that would've loved you for a lifetime leave it all behind and there is happiness tell me when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk when did all our lessons begin to look like weapons pointing at my deepest hurt I hope she'll be a beautiful fool who takes my spot next to you no I didn't mean that sorry I can't see facts through all of my fury you haven't met the new me yet there'll be happiness after me but there was happiness because of me both of these things I believe there is happiness in our history there'll be happiness after me across our great divide there is a glorious sunrise dappled with flickers of light from the dress I wore at midnight leave it all behind and there is happiness I can't make it go away by making you a villain I guess it's the price I pay for seven years in heaven and I pulled your body into mine every goddamn night now I get fake niceities no one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you and you know you hurt him too honey when I'm above the trees I see it for what it is but now my eyes leak acid rain on the pillow where you used to lay your head after giving you the best I had tell me what to give after that all you want from me now is the green light of forgiveness you haven't met the new me yet and I think she'll give you that there'll be happiness after you but there was happiness because of you both of these things can be true there is happiness in our history across our great divide there is a glorious sunrise dappled with the flickers of light from the dress I wore at midnight leave it all behind leave it all behind and there is happiness.
I finish singing to Roux and she's fast asleep until someone knocks on the door which make Pearl and Kevin bark which caused Roux to wake up and cry so I go upstairs to Colby and my bedroom and I lay her on my chest and rub her back and Colby goes downstairs to see who's at the door
Colby's pov
I hear someone knock on the door and the dogs start barking and then I hear Roux crying and then I see Rebecca carrying Roux up the stairs and she looks mad but I'm not surprised because Rebecca had just got Roux to sleep so I go downstairs and I open the door and I see Mercedes, Ashley, Pam, Nattie, Bianca, Sonya, Mandy, Alexa, Nikki cross, Nikki Bella, Brie Bella, Stephanie, and Rhea "Hey everybody what's up?" "We came to see Becky and Roux" Rhea said "come on in I'll go get them" "cool thanks" I go upstairs "Becca it's Mandy Sonya Rhea Bianca Mercedes Ashley Pam Nattie both Nikki Bella and Nikki cross Stephanie and Brie they came to see you and Roux" "Okay I'll be down in just a minute" "Okay do you need anything?" "Can you please carry Roux down" "Yeah sure honey" I take Roux from Rebecca and I walk down the stairs to the living room and as soon as I get into the living room all the girls are surrounding me and Roux and they were all just drooling over how cute she is when Rebecca got downstairs she said "hey girls" all of the girls except Stephanie went over to Rebecca and started talking while Stephanie was still just standing in front of me she finally talked and she said "she is so dang adorable my heart is melting" "Thanks do you wanna hold her?" "Of course I do" I hand Roux to Stephanie and Stephanie walks over to the couch and sits down then Rebecca came over to the couch and sat down next to me and the girls sat down on the couch too then Rebecca said "so who wants to hold Roux?" Everyone started saying "me" so then Rebecca said "I have an idea I'll put your names on post it notes and whoever I pick can hold Roux next then I'll repeat the process until everyone has held her sound good?" "Yeah" so Rebecca got some sticky notes and wrote everyone's names on them and put them in a hat then she pulled one out "Bianca" Stephanie handed Roux to Bianca "so did it hurt giving birth to Roux?" "Oh hell Yeah it hurt let's just say that it would hurt less to get kicked in the face by a pissed off elephant than to give birth but my god I wouldn't change it for the world I love Roux so much I would take a bullet for her" "how big was she when she was born?" "8 pounds 10 ounces 29 inches long" "damn she was big" "Yeah she was but not as big as Birdie or Buddy right Brie?" "Right Birdie was just over 9 pounds and Buddy was just under 10 pounds" "good lord they were big babies" "Yeah" "Bianca are your arms getting tired from holding Roux?" "Yeah" Rebecca takes Roux back from Bianca "the next person to hold Roux is Rhea" "sweet it's my turn to hold the little nugget" Rebecca hands Roux to Rhea "so how long were you pushing for?" "I only pushed for twenty minutes surprisingly" "Rebecca you were pushing so hard I thought you were going to faint" "I guess my mama bear instincts kicked in at that point and I went full beast mode" "I guess so but then you started screaming about food as you were pushing" "what can I say I was hungry as heck" after I said that Roux started to cry "I think someone wants her mama" "I think so" Rhea hands Roux to me and she instantly stops crying "well she's a mamas girl" "Yeah she is most of the time but she loves her daddy too" "what's the craziest thing that has happened since she's been born?" "Well within the first week of her being born she had the biggest poop blowout I've ever seen in my entire life?" Then Rhea asks "what's a blowout?" "It's when she poops so much it comes out of her diaper and it's definitely the most horrific smell ever" "that sounds like it would make you barf" "surprisingly it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would but Colby literally could smell it from our bedroom and it made him wake up" "oh god" Roux starts to cry again so I figure that she must need a diaper change "Hey Colby can you do me a favor?" "What do you need Becca?" "Can you change Roux's diaper for me?" "Thanks"  "of course" Colby comes over and takes Roux upstairs to change her diaper and then I hear Colby scream so I jump up and run upstairs and go to where Colby is "what's wrong Colby?" "She had an insane blowout and the poo got on my hand" "Okay do you think that she needs a bath or do you think just baby wipes will clean her up?" "She definitely needs a bath" "Okay I'll tell the girls what happened" "Okay you go tell them and I'll clean her up" "Okay" I go back downstairs "well Roux just beat her own record for the biggest blowout and now she needs a bath and usually after her baths she takes a really long nap" "it is getting late so I think we should go but we'll visit again another day" "Okay it was so good to see y'all I missed y'all so much don't forget that y'all can text me whenever" "Okay bye Bex" "bye guys" I go upstairs and I go to the master bedroom and I see Colby holding Roux without her onesie on "do you want to shower with Roux and I?" "Yeah I can help you clean her up" "thanks babe you're the best" "no problem honey I have a question for you" "what's your question?" "How would you feel if I shaved my beard and mustache?" "Don't you dare get a razor near it it's mine!!" "I thought you were going to say that and don't worry I'm not going to" "good or else you would be sleeping on the porch" "you really love my mustache" "You're damn right I love it it's so sexy" they get in the shower with Roux and clean her up and wash her hair and then they get out and put her pajamas on and Rebecca goes out to the bedroom and lays down on the bed and lays Roux on her chest (with Rebecca's pajamas on too) and Rebecca feeds Roux and puts a diaper on her while she's feeding Roux she sings 7th grade
I was torn down in the seventh grade all the things people used to say it's stuck in my mind now it'll come for me my heart used to be until the seventh grade it's getting hard to even say anything it's stuck in my mind now on it'll come for me I hate words sometimes they're so powerful but not mine when I try to talk I say I'm fine no one ever really knows I'm lying sitting in the classroom's worse than cryin try to hide it my face is burning up teacher says no test today I act excited that's what everyone else is doing I gotta get through it hold my pencil in my hand so tight I think I'll get some bruises I'm that clueless I'm that clueless they always say not to talk down on yourself but that's what everyone else is doing that's what everyone else is doing I gotta get through this hold my pencil in my hand so tight I think I'll get some bruises I'm not clueless I don't think so at least but why can't I figure out why people so soft sometimes act like beasts I was torn down in the 7th grade all the things people used to say it's stuck in my mind now it'll come for me my heart used to beat until the 7th grade it's getting hard to even say anything it stuck in my mind now it'll come for me so many stories but people still think they're alone every eyeball staring at them is another crack to the bone and every heart it rejects all day they wanna go home and when they do they just start crying from the jokes that were told how do these people that don't know me hurt me so bad I might just be too sensitive why am I always so sad but all day I hide my sadness way deep down inside my heart and if I show it to anybody they would rip it all apart no we are not paranoid just grown to be aware if they act all nice at first and even save you a picture what do they want this is a trick this is a trap I can't go on hide in the bathroom till they're gone know why someone would actually want me I was torn down in the seventh grade all the things people used to say it's stuck in my mind now it'll come for me my heart used to be until the 7th grade it's getting hard to even say anything it's stuck in my mind now come for me and now I know to feel well it's OK I've heard the word I want to take them to my grave I was torn down in the 7th grade all the things people used to say it's stuck in my mind and I will complement my heart used to be until the 7th grade it's getting hard to even say anything it's stuck in my mind now come for me I was torn down torn down torn down torn down I was torn down torn down torn down torn down torn down I was torn down in the 7th grade
After I finished singing the song Roux was fast asleep so I laid her down in the bassinet and got back in bed with Colby and we cuddled and fell asleep in each other's arms

Sorry for the long wait but I was at a mental roadblock and I couldn't figure out what to write but I finally figured it out

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