Involuntary

𝕁𝕚𝕟𝕛𝕚𝕟 - 𝕀 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝, 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕀'𝕞 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕟𝕠𝕨

"Haven't you guys been thinking that, our emotion is the most delicates things in the world. It doesn't sensing us when it gonna change and we don't know when it gonna coming back. Think of it when you feeling something so good, but maybe few minutes later you might feeling something bad. That the way emotion work and that how it make human become human. I bet you, trying to read a mystery book and a romantic book in separated time. Asking yourself one question after reading each type of book. Record your answer and find some time and listening to it. I'm pretty sure the answer will be different. You might going to said back to me that, of course it gonna be different we're reading different type of book. But if I asking you back, why did your emotion changed then? You gonna reply me with the type of the book again. But think thoroughly, it is the book that make you changed or it is you that changed that emotion by yourself. As I mentioned before, our emotion are very sensitive and sometime being so sentimental. Only just a few words you're reading from the book can make you changed the way you looking at the world few minutes before. So, be honest to your emotion. It never be the same when the time pass, but if it still remains the same. You probably know, that you are being certain... for something" Jinjin said.

You might wonder why I have been so obsessed in emotion and trying to making you guys understanding it. This might because I know almost every feeling you guys might experiencing right now. According to what I have told you before, emotion is very gentle and it can easily change people from one person to another. Making people who living up their brightest life to decided to kill themself in just a blink of an eye. That how emotion make human become human as today. It might sound weird that I'm saying like "If your emotion didn't changed from time to time, that mean you are actually being certain to that feeling" what I mean is like when you loving someone and want to take care of them for your entire life, please make sure your thoughts is identical with your heart. Don't doing something that you think it will be good, doing something that you feeling like when you doing it, you will be happy later on. That consider as you are making the right choice. Let's me tell you how I'm being fascinated in emotion and how I suddenly develop my power.

Feeling happen when you touch something and that thing will give you their unique characteristics that differ from other thing you have been experienced. So, you can called them in a new term but if you can also knowing their past also. "Will it still be normal?"

I have been observing myself during this recent day and finally found something that has been changed from before. Whenever I touch something I usually know how the thing feel. Even though it might sound crazy for most of you but I can actually know how furniture are feeling. It not just the surface that has been rough or smooth, or whether it was flat or elevated. It just more than just their physical appearance. I was totally shaking at that time when I can understand how thing feel. It doesn't talking to me but the feeling of by touching them making me know what that thing are actually feeling. I walk pass the park and trying to calm myself down at the bench and somehow, a man with black suits walking ahead my way and handling me the book. He also said "This book might making you know the thing you might have wonder" after that sentence, the man was disappear like he never presenting there. I slowly open the book and trying to searching through all the page and finally found the page where the information were the thing I was looking for. So I stop and reading it inside my mind.

"If you stop at this point you might found some evidence corresponding to this field don't you? Mister sensing, the god of knowing the past. Don't worry, let's me help you prove yourself that you are the thing that you might wonder about" I continue reading without any hesitation. "So, here come the first question that might waking up your mind. So, sometime do you feel some goosebumps whenever you touch something. Even it just a normal thing you used to touch every day?" I have been telling myself before that I'm not just feeling it, I know how it feel also "Damn! It a yes" I said whisperingly to myself. "Next question, does the thing you have touched responding you back?" I asked myself the second question. "They don't just responding me back, it showing their feeling toward me also" I'm speaking low to myself. "Have you ever feel some surface has been more flat or more elevated than it usually seen with the normal eyes?" I put my hand around by neck "Ohh no, it another yes" I said inside my mind while my heart is beating pretty fast than usual.