I didn't want to here about hiw head over heals sayaka was for Kirari. I wanted her to talk about me that way.
I would just tell her my phone died of something. I put my phone on silent and put it on charge next to my bed.
Cloud hopped of my lap , allowing me to stand up. I climbed under my bedsheets and cloud curled up next to me.
She licked a salty tear from my cheek and I chuckled slightly before frosting off to sleep.
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I walked down the stairs the next morning. I was still in my pyjamas and my hair was messy.
Mary was on her phone , most likely texting Ririka or yumeko.
"Girl go get dressed , ririka will be here soon -" Mary stared at me.
"For fuck sake. Every fucking day you have someone here. " I snapped turning heal and storming upstairs.
I got changed into :
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And rummaged in my bag , I pulled out the box of cigarettes.
I took my phone of charge to see 4 texts from sayaka:
Yn?
It hung up???
You there?
I'll guess your phone died , I'll see you Monday x
"Bitch" I muttered shoving my phone in my pocket and walked down the stairs.
When I got down there Ririka was sat on the floor next to the sofa , petting cloud. She had a small smile plastered on her face.
"Morning Ririka " I nodded to her as I passed.
"Hiya!" She smiled brightly at me.
I walked out into my garden and took the box or cigarettes out.
I didn't smoke a lot , I had been trying to stop because of Mary's concerns. Maybe once or twice a week if I was stressed? If not about once a week.
I lit it and leaned against my house wall. I never really knew who to talk to about my issues. My parents were practically non existent in the house , when they were home it was constant arguing. My mum was cheating on my dad so she was always on edge.
My go to person used to be sayaka , but over the past year i havnt told her even one issue I have.
Always to busy. To busy for me.
I put the cigarette out and put it in the tray.
"Yeah my phone died lol. " I sent the text to sayaka and sighed , the last bit of smoke entering the air.
