Chapter 43 || the lily feild part one

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Trigger warning : suicide

Mum.

Dad.

Mary.

The people I had lost. It haunted me how many in my family were no longer with me.

I pushed the last vine out of my way. I had been walking around the school aimlessly all day. Deciding it was time around an hour ago. The beautiful Lilys layed out on the ground before me , all the way up to the tower.

I thought as I made my way towards the towering building , I wonder who's going to look after ai , I'm assuming one of the maids will adopt her.

What about Yumemi , I hope she doesn't blame herself. I would hate that. At that thought I got my phone out just as I reached the tower door.

' it's been one hell of a ride huh yumi? I want to say thank you for everything. You helped me when nobody else could. I will be forever thankful I ever met you , however I can no longer accompany you on this Earth. Maybe in another life time we can meet and fall in love all over again. I think I've fallen in love with you Yumemi. I wanted to tell you before I left. Don't do anything dumb okay? None of this is your fault. It's no body's fault , there was just to many terrible events that were to close together. There was always I place in my heart for sayaka , and always will be even is it's against my better judgement. She was my best friend then my lover , and now she's like a stranger that has hurt me over and over. Maybe she was my sole mate , but I never loved her the way I love you. The big difference is you loved me back , or so I hope. It's okay , I'm okay my time here is just over. But yours has just begun love.

This is farewell Yumemi , it's been a pleasure being by your side.

~love Yn saotome '

I pressed send with shaky hands. It was done. There was no other option. I pressed the button on the tower and the door slid open.

I stepped inside the dark building , as I did the lights flickered and turned on , the slight buzzing noise in the air. I walked forwards and to the elevator. I sighed and pushed the open button and waited for the doors to slide open with a small ding.

As the lift started to assend my phone pinged , once , twice , more times than I can count.

I sighed , knowing exactly who it's would be.

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Yumemis point of view.

I dashed into the car as quickly as possible.

"Please god no!" I was still frantically messaging Yn as the car started speeding towards the school.

'Please don't do this '

'Yn I promise I will try to help you'

'Please hun don't do anything I need you'

'I love you to. I always have been Inlove with you please don't leave me'

~ end of part one~

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