Partners in crime *UNDER MAJOR EDITING*

Chap.48"look me in the eye and say that again"

i cant find her anywhere. ive looked everywhere i can think of and i cant find her. I think of calling carson to help me i know im not on his good side right now but i need to find her.

i dial his number and press call.

"what xavier"

"carson i cant find her i need help"

"your the last person shed want to see right now"

"look i just need to see if shes okay" i explain

"why do you even care your the one that hurt her" he says angirly.

"carson i- i cant explain okay i just need help finding her"

"fine where are you"

"I'm at her house"

"I'm coming"

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he finally gets here and he looks the most serious ive ever seen him

"where did you look" he blantly asks

"give me your phone" he says and i give it to him he goes over to auroras laptop and signs in some weird shit to track it

"what the hell"he says to himself

"what, whats wrong" i ask worried

"shes in louisiana" he states

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-Auroras pov-

Ive been driving for hours on end back to my hometown. i've stopped about 8 times because i was crying too much on the road.

I mean i should have known better than too trust someone i just never thought it would be him.

how could he.

i feel numb. I've cried so much that i cant cry anymore.

god, how could i have been so stupid

i planned to stay with my grandparents for a while. Everywhere i went i thought of him.

i hate that i love him after this. this was always my problem. i get to attatched and things like this happen.

i told myself i wasnt going to fall in love. I warned myself and ignored it . this is on me.

goddamnit i cant get him out of my head.

how he held me when my anxiety got too high,when he kissed me to shut me up,when he holds me in the shower after a long day.

damnit
damnit
damnit

i want his hug right now.

but hes the one who hurt me.

why does this always happen to me

i just want to be happy.

he makes me happy.

I jump out of my thoughts when i hear a honk. i continue driving until i get too my grandparents house ad knock on there door.

"Oh! honey ive missed you!" she exclaims pulling me into a hug. i needed that

"Do you want to talk about it?"she asks and i shake my head.

"Alright baby. I made you your favorite muffins! i figured we could have a movie night" she says happiy that makes me smile. Shes always been such a care giver. thats where my mother gets it from.

she welcomes me inside and im greeted with my grandpa. he is very kind. Well he wasnt very kind
until he met his 'love'

i always make fun of him because apparently he used to say love is for softies and look at him now. head over heels for a girl. They are highschool sweethearts its adorable!

"hey hunny" he says and gives me a fuckin hug that covers my whole body since hes is like 10 feet fuckin tall

my grandma gives me my favorite muffins and we all sit down and eat until we hear a knock at the door.

"ill get it" i sigh not wanting to get up. i open the door only to be greeted with carson and xavier

what?

i mean i get carson why the hell is he here. All of that sadness soon turns to anger and i go to slam the door in his face only for it to be stopped by a foot

"why the hell is he here" i ask sharply

"why the hell are you here?" he replies

"because....i live here?" i say in a questioning tone that made him look stupid.

"no shit you know what i meant" he replies

"get him out of here" i say

"aurora please" xavier pleads. what the hell he broke up with me. he cheated on me. so why the fuck does he even care.

"if i recall correctly you could never love me, get the hell out of my house" i say.

"please just listen"he begs

"your dead to me" i reply

"please i do love you"

-PREVIOUSLY-

"Your not coming after what you did" carson states to xavier

"Carson i didn-" he gets cut off

"what unless you were being held against your will i dont give a fuck" he says angirly

"i was" he states knowing no one will be able to hear him since his father thinks there done

"oh fuck off im not believing your bullshit" he says

"just let me explain"

"you have 1 minute" he decides after a moment of silence

-Now-

"get the hell out of here" i tell xavier

"please just listen to me" he says and i simply just walk away until he pulls me back and places me to a wall

"get off of me! go to hell"

"not until you let me explain!" he states raising his voice

"I HATE YOU!" i exclaim

"look me in the eye and say that again" he says calm again

i hate that i love you.