Lost time (eremika au)

The week (23)

Trigger warning: panic attacks and blood

———Eren's POV———

Monday

We all have those days, those days when you can't get out of bed, can't eat, can't shower, can't do anything you enjoy. Well for mikasa that lasts about a week.

Not that she would actually like to admit it but it's pretty fucking obvious if you know her. First it starts off with her obsessing about little things then she get picky, She gets quiet over little things, never comes out of her room, never sleeps, And she always finds something to do, anything to keep her busy.

I brought my hand up to the door of the dorm room "Mikasa?" I knocked, waiting for a response

Silence.

I knocked again and mid knock the door was opened to a smiling Sasha "Eren!"

I smiled at her and rubbed the back of my neck "Hey sash do you know where casa is?"

Her smiled slowly dropped and she gave me a shy look "Uh..She went to the library" she stayed silent for a minute while I raised an eyebrow "At what time Sasha?" I asked because it was literally 8am

"Uh I think at 6am"

Both my eyes went wide "Pardon me?"

She gave an awkward chuckle "uh yeah"

I shook my head while turning to leave "Thanks sash, See you around!" I called over my shoulder and waved a hand to her.

How the fuck does one get up that early to go read books and do homework? 

Leaving the elevator I turned the corner and bumped into someone "fuck" I mumbled while backing up a bit

"Sorry!" The voice said while leaning down and picking up her books

"Mikasa? What are you doing here?" I asked seeing how she this is not the library and she looks crazy.

She grabbed her textbook from the floor and stood up straight in front of me "I was going to the cafe" she looked around and her eyes locked on the clock "wanna come? If not I have to go" she said while walking around me not waiting for a response

I ran up beside her and took her textbook "Yeah I'll come" she tried to grab it out of my hand but failed "Why are you up so early?"

She stopped trying to grab it and put her hands in the pocket of her hoodie "Trying to catch up on homework" she shrugged "Why are you up?" She raised an eyebrow at me

"No reason" I shrugged, couldn't exactly tell her that I knew she wasn't asleep and I wanted to check up on her.

She gave me a small laugh while looking at me "You're such a bad liar" she pointed towards my now red ears "You don't have to lie I know why you were up and I promise I'm fine Eren"

I smacked her hand away which was pulling at my ear "have you slept?" I questioned seeing how she has eyebags

She gave me a shy look "yeah" she said but hesitated before saying.