Why Me?

Her

Jennie's POV

"Honey, I still don't have any idea how she looks like. But hearing your father and your story makes me realize what I was missing. She was almost perfect in you and your fathers story. Too bad I wasn't given a chance to know her before you ended up like this" she held my hand once again.

"But I can feel that she is a good person. I can feel that she really loves you just by hearing your story about her. Your father already gave his approval. I don't think I can still say no without even knowing how she looks like. My curiousity is killing me because I badly wanted to see and know her now. But I don't think I still have the chance to meet this gentlewoman you both are talking too" She looked at dad.

"But honey, All I can think about this whole thing you are experiencing, you are just missing her. Missing her to the fact that you looked for her care using another person. As what you said you both had been busy for your owned goal. Have you asked her if she was still okay?" I shook my head.

"Did you even considered asking how her day was?" I shook my head also. My tears started to fall again.

"Looks like she really is the one holding along for the longest time. She is the only one trying to get your sparks back".

"Honey it looks to me that you purposedly blocked her against you. You created the wall that she cannot crossed" I know what she is pointing.

"You are the only one who kept on asking for more. More things that she can offer" she sigh.

"Did she tell you that she was already tired on your relationship?" I shook my head again.

"Did she even complain or rant on you about her works? Or how stressful it was for her?" I shook my head again.

"So she's bearing it all alone. She kept on holding for you. Honey it looks like she already knows that she is the only one holding on your relationship. The fact that she is here every night. She wanted to talked to you about your relationship. She is trying her best to fix what you both built. But you are the one created that wall, you are the one preventing to fix your relationship" I cried harder.

My mom is maybe right

"You said all she did was to cry that night. She already let out the tears and pain she was carrying alone all along. She was really hurt. She trusted you her heart but all she can think that night is that you are the one who break it into pieces".

"Lisa is the matured one among you two" My dad said.

"I don't think you still have a chance fixing this. Because to be honest, what you have done cannot be undone. She remained loyal to you. I am trying to understand you because you are my daughter and I love you no matter what. But you can just talk to her with your tantrums. But you did the opposite, instead of talking to her directly you find another person who you think will fulfill the pieces you think that is missing" My dad stern voice, he's mad at me even now hearing my stupid reason why I cheated.

"I won't sugar coat you just because you are my daughter. I understand your sorrow, I understand the reason why you chose to do that. I can forgive you because I am your father, we are your family but I don't know if she would still find the forgiveness in her heart" He looked down.

I remained crying with my mom and yeri carressing my back. When my tears subsided my dad reached out for his phone in his pocket.

We heard him dialing some number.

After 5 rings the person picked up his call.

"U-Uncle?".

That was my Lisa

I can now hear her voice after three days

Her voice cracked when she decided to picked the call that my dad made.

"My child, how are you? I noticed you weren't visiting here every night. You know I don't have someone to talk to during the night" My dad tried to sound joyful.

"I-i'm sorry uncle. I just got busy with my works so" looks like she tried to sound joyful too towards my dad.

"Are you be able to visit me later night?" My dad asked, I gulped waiting for her answers.

"I'm sorry uncle, I can't tonight or even the next night for the week" I looked down trying to stop my sobs.

"Is that so" My dad almost whispered.

"Don't worry uncle, as soon as I got back home. I'll visit you right away. It's just that I am here at the airport now flying to europe for my business trip".

"Oh really? Who are you with?".

"You know how lonely am I uncle hahaha. It's just me" that stabbed my heart even more.

"You take care my child. Always, and get back home safely okay?".

"I will uncle. You take care also. I'll update you once I get back. Don't stay up all night waiting for me huh hahaha" she tried to joke. I'm missing her laughed already.

"Silly, it's because of my insomia" my dad tried to laughed with her.

"I'll go ahead uncle. My flight is boarding. You take care".

"Please look for jennie too".

"For m-me" her voice craked on her last sentence, I know she just said that to assured dad that everything is going fine with the both of us. When dad hanged up the phone my tears and sobs started to burst again.

"You see, even if you didn't expect her to, she still cares for you. All she wants is your safety. That is how she really loves you. You better fix this. I didn't raised a coward" That's all he said then he started walking out our house.

"I'm sorry" My sobs filled our house.