Why Me?

Decision

Jennie's POV

I was awoken by the smell of a delicious meal that was soothing on my nostril.

My eyelids are heavy, then a scenario last night came flashing back from the dinner we had at night then me crying after I get home, Lisa's unexpected arrival, her being drowned of alcohol, her sorrow and sudden confession by her love for me that never faded.

I get up feeling all drained from the scenery last night.

"Jennie, you're in time, come on let's eat" Jisoo stayed at me, I couldn't ask for more.

As soon as I sat on the chair she put a hot chocolate infront of me, I said my thanks to her.

"I need to leave before lunch, I still have things to do" Jisoo uttered munching the breakfast she made.

"Thank you" was all I can say.

"Will you be okay?" She asked worriedly, I smiled lightly to her.

"How is she?" Instead of answering her question my focused is still with Lisa.

"I texted Rosie last night, she said Lisa is now on her condo, resting. She'll be fine, you don't have to worry too much" She put back her gaze at her plate.

I nodded at her "I'll take an off for today at the cafe. I don't think I have the energy to work" I said weakly.

"I'll be back at night" I shook my head on her.

"You don't have to, I know you have a lot on your plate. Thank you for being always there, Chu" I smiled.

"Call me if ever, you know I can always have time for you" I just nodded and we continued eating our breakfast.

I decided not to do anything today and stayed at the penthouse alone doing nothing, I still cried remembering what happened last night.

As I hugged her picture frame and an idea popped on my brain that will probably change my life, the decision i've come up to.

I am determined to get her back

And I will do anything to get her back

Wait for me hon

I will prove to you that I still love you

I didn't stop loving you

I Love You

Always!

First I wanted to do a transformation on my looks, I decided to go to a nearest mall, I got my hair done and I did a little shopping for some new clothes.

It's been so long since I decided to treat myself

Though I have a lot of clothes, I still wanted to be almost perfect infront of her.

The next morning, before the sun rises I ended up going to the cafe early and decided to bake some new ingredients.

"Miss Jennie, You are early than usual" Amie surprisingly utter.

"Good morning too, Amie" I smiled at her.

"Hehe Good Morning, what's new?" She asked getting near me while putting her apron.

"Just red velvet, our menu doesn't still have this, right?" She nods in agreement then she did her works early.

"Ahm amie, do you mind if I ask?" I shakingly uttered, she looked up at me.

"Yes Miss, what is it?" She turned to face me again.

"The goddess you are referring to" her eyes sparkle remembering Lisa's feature.