Next year
Jacob
I laid on the floor feeling sick. The door opened.
Chris-Baby?! Are you okay?! He rushed to me.
Jacob-I feel so sick and tired and achy. I whined. He picked me up I snuggled up against him.
Chris-Aww, you still feel like this? It's been all week. He said going upstairs with me.
He laid me on the bed I snuggled and looked at him.
Jacob-I need you. I softly spoke
Chris-I'm here now, daddy's not busy I'm all yours. He said getting in the bed with me taking his shoes off.
I snuggled against him.
He rubbed on me
Chris-You Don't think...maybe your pregnant? He asked me. I didn't say anything.
I am pregnant
I don't want to let Chris know he's going to be upset.
Jacob-I'm not pregnant. I softly spoke.
He just looks at me and then he got up I watched him grab his Trent coat and he grabbed something. He walked to me and he gave me a pregnancy test.
Jacob-I'm not taking that. I said.
Chris-You don't have to you already did. He said. My cheeks redden. I looked at the test that read pregnant.
Chris-So you were just going to keep it away from me? Why? Are you planning to abort the child? He asked me.
Jacob-No of course not Chris-
Chris-So why the fuck are you lying to me?! Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?! What is it not mine or something?! He snapped.
Jacob-I was just scsred that you would be upset. My voice croaked.
Jacob-Last year you told me you didn't want kids and I just I thought maybe you wouldn't want one still and I was scared of what you were going to say. I said as tears fell out my eyes.
Chris-Baby, stop crying. He sat next to me and wiped them I sniffled
Chris-It's okay, I want the baby. Everything is going to be fine baby. I don't want you scared to tell me things even if you think I'm going to be upset. He said to me. I nodded. He wiped my tears me kissed softly then he smiled
Chris-Your having my baby. He teased I giggled as we kissed and kissed.
He wasn't that happy I knew he wasn't that happy
Jacob-You don't have to act like your happy Chris...I can tell your not that excited about having a kid. I softly spoke looking at him.
Jacob-We can always-
Chris-Stop Jacob, I'm not aborting no kid it's just going to take time to warm up with the situation. He said to me.
Jacob-I just don't want to end up keeping the child and you back away-
Chris-Jacob I'm not going to back away Damn. He said. I just looked at him. He sighed.
I just got out of his arms and I got in the covers
Chris-I know your not mad. He said
Jacob-I'm tired and I want to go to bed. I said pulling the covers on me.
Jacob-Your more then welcome to sleep with me. I softly spoke rubbing his hand.
Chris-Well i dont know because your acting up. He said.
I pouted.
He smiled getting in with me I snuggled up against him
Chris-Everything is going to be okay, I promise. He whispered. I snuggled closing my eyes.
Next day
I was rubbing the bed only to find it's empty I sat up the bathroom was empty. I got up walking out Chris wasn't home.
I saw the door open slowly I saw Chris trying to sneak in. I watched him sigh and shut the door normally he sat the keys on the wall and looked at the wall then he looked at me
Jacob-I have a doctors appointment today your welcomed to come if you want. I said going downstairs to the kitchen
Chris-Okay, what time are we going? He asked
Jacob-Noon. I said.
Chris-Okay well I'm going to take a quick shower and take a nap. He said I didn't say anything I just opened the fridge grabbing breakfast foods
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I ate a piece of bacon and I saw Chris sit in front of me
Jacob-shouldn't you be sleeping? I asked
Chris-Yes but I'm having trouble with sleeping. He softly said.
Jacob-Mmh. I said. I wanted to say something smart but I don't feel like arguing.
I ate my eggs
Chris-can you stop making it weird Jacob. He sighed.
Jacob-I'm chilling. I said.
Chris-Come on, stop...you know you want to go off on me and-
Jacob-If I'm not then obviously I don't. Like Chris if you want to have sex with other girls be my guest. I said to him.
Jacob-I'm not going to stress or argue with you and waste my time. I'm carrying a child I can care less what you do. Just don't affect me through the process. I said standing up my With plate.
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I was drying my face as I felt arms around me. I didn't bother I set the towel down and looking at Chris through the mirror he head his face in the crook of my neck.
Chris-I'm sorry-
Jacob-Don't say your sorry when your just going to do it again and there's no need to be sorry we're not dating. I said
Chris-Well I'm sorry, I left you home while your pregnant and not feeling good and you need me and that was selfish of me. He said to me.
Chris-baby for now on ima be there for you I promise. He softly spoke.
Jacob-Okay. I said taking his hands off of me he sighed. I walked out the bathroom getting on the bed.
Chris-Can you please tell me what's wrong? He exclaimed.
Jacob-I said I'm not arguing, I'm not doing this with you. I said getting in the covers.
Chris-Jacob-
I turned the lights off
I heard him suck his lips
Jacob-Night. I said.
I snuggled in the covers closing my eyes
