chapter 12

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"I've reserved my front dorm room for you. I've also asked your father's permission." He said without hesitation.

"What the fuck Harry? I'm not asking anything from you Harry. Let me do it myself." i hissed.

"I'm just helping you. It's not easy for you to ask your own father for permission. Besides, why are you angry with me? Are you on your period?" He responded.

After he said that, only the photo of him and that girl filled my head. Really? Is it because of that I become grumpy?

"No, it's just that it's my business. whatever I'm going to do, you don't have to interfere. I'm a grown man, I can do it myself. I feel belittled and... spoiled." i stated.

"Sorry if I'm overreacting. I didn't mean to. I just feel comfortable when you're around me." He felt guilty.

I also feel guilty for yelling at him. I'm quite emotional today.

"I'm sorry too, Harry."

Second after Harry hit the gas pedal, my phone rang.

From Zayn.

I answered,

"Hello, Zayn!"

"You don't mind if I take you home?"

"Uh- I'm sorry Zayn, I-I'm already on my way with Harry, maybe tomorrow?"

"Oh good. Fine then, I'll let you know tomorrow!"

I put my phone back in my bag, trying not to look at Harry.

"What did Zayn say?" He said making me turn my head.

"Uh-Oh he said he wanted to take me home, I said I was with you."

"How often does he drive you home?"

"When my brother can't pick me up, usually I'm with him."

"You mean 75% often?"

"Yes, I think so."

"Um I should get 80% then" He suddenly said

"What?" I said widening my eyes.

He smirked.

.

Sometimes I don't understand the situation I'm in.. today, or maybe yesterday.

It felt like he was mine, but he wasn't.
He can't be held, or even owned.

Why does he feel strange? but on the other hand he feels so close?
What makes me feel this way?
He's just an ordinary human,
just like me.

Is he God's Favorite?
He looks special,
I didn't even think I was sitting next to him,
Close to him,
Everything is like a dream I imagined when my eyes met Him's for the first time.

Am I really close to him?
Am I imagining or not?

Why do I think like this, how "Angel" is he?

//

When I got home I didn't find Aaron in any room. Of course he's not home yet. This is a good time for me to talk to dad.

"Dad, I, I want to take a room in the dorm, may I?"

"Yes, Harry has spoken to me. It's up to you if you wish, as Aaron will be home less often."

"But why do you take it so easily? Especially because he's the one who told you."

"I, i believe him, kid."

"I didn't, dad. I mean not yet. Can you let me try it myself?"

"I'm sorry if you feel like your life has become like other people's demands. I didn't mean it like that, honey."

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